Hey so I want to blog right now. Idk what overcame me but perhaps here is where i will tell my heart to. Recently things have been shaky, not so well for me but i have to admit its my fault. skip the drama, but here am gonna dedicate this post to DAENG GADDAFI...

Its beeen...nearly two years, or should i say 1 year 10 mths and 18 days since we've been together to be exact. I know, i know i made a lot of mistakes. I made a lot of mistakes to you, my fault too. I don;t want to point fingers but all you need to know is I love you. Even if its not in your context anymore i'd still feel the same. You have carved this heart into a proper heart since the last heartbreak and i thank you for that. Oh my.. I can;t tell you how much i love you. I love you, would that ever be enough? You are my happiness. we've been into so much ups and downs.

I'd remember the first time we chat, to the last time we met. I remember you as the person i know to the person i don't. But it's not your fault. I love you for who you are and nothing can change that even if you decided to change. Because souly, i am connected to you. I want to tell you everything but i can't. Not now. There's always something obstructing our ways and I know you are lost somewhere. But i really hope you come back to me as the man, who i fall in love with. InsyAllah..

Remembering how we first met, i can chuckle to myself so naive. You and me. we were happy. No fights. not even the first few months. One thing i respect about us. we're happy. And i miss that. I miss that.I miss us. I miss aidafi. I don;t know what to do but all i can say is..terserahlah. Because i can't really do anything.

So instead of adding more words to confuse you, i'd show pictures to see if you remember sayang. :')
                                   this was the first time we go out together, our first ever date.
                                           haha this, you had kendarat. the day after raya with my friends.
                              ni kat pantai kat terangganu eh? ni baru baru kite together..


                                                      this is late last year? yeah when we constantly fight.
                                                         see the date you know when, ;")




                                                this is when we meet eoy of sec 3. we wre always in love.
this is us. this is aidafi. this is where it started. and i hope going on. i'd be patient i'd bear with it. I LOVE YOU. that's all you need to know. And when someday, you read this again. I hope you'd miss us too. <3

Ya allah sesungguhnya tabahkan hati daeng gaddafi, sesungguhnya bawa die ke arah yang benar. Amin.
Assalamualaikum.