So.. Been a long time no?yeahh. hmm i am not in my best mood now. i am not in my proper self because everything is simply tumbling down. the man i loved, past tensed because i don't really love him like how i used to. Things are so different now. I.. dont know. tomorrow is the day where things will be finally out. the truth i mean. i loved him so much.. Loved. how ironic was that i was reading a book about two woman who got caught into a guys lie. A is hes wife, B hes girlfriend and how they teamed up to take reveng on him becaue he played so cleverly. well.......hmm so you get the picture now. I may not be the same person. dont blame me. and i may not be able to live again.