Aidah, abey sape lagy? -.-

You, you know?

2011-10-09T20:02:00.004+08:00

Defeated. The only word I can describe about what am currently feeling. It's not that I wish I could but I am emotionally drained. I have no words to say, or defend my stand not because Im in the wrong but because I give up continuing this irrational argument.

I see you as the perfect boyfriend. Everything I wished I had.

1)Looks

2)Brains

3)Personality

What else? You have a sense of humour, you love kids, you love me so much. What else could I ask for? I define you as the perfect boyf. Here I have the perfect boyfriend but I cannot act like as if I was meant and perfect for him. Sucks you know? Even if you are perfect I have to agree you have your own flaws. Flaws that I can't deny you having it too.

I wished you understand more. The fact that you're 20 years of age I expect more experience and you see things at different angle. Im not asking you for much but I wish you think things at a rationale kind of way.

I'm trying to keep to my words but it seems stupid if you're accusing me of flirting when Im not. It's stupid how you try to say that Im not allowed to talk to a particular someone. If the line is clear, why dont trust. DO YOU HAVE A BIG PROBLEM in trusting? Sucks. I hate this feeling. You've been giving me the impression that I myslef is a failure. Isit because you think that im still a teen? Is that it? But then again, ever heard of people sayings 'boys mature 3 years late' so I bet by right you're suppose to be 17 in 'logical mind'.

But then again speaking of sense it doesnt matter. When two people come in a relationship they have to trust. Its the KEY, to move further on. I know I admit there were cases of guilt I had. but if i were to hide, i wouldnt even give you the liberty to enter my facebook. or any of that kind of thing. I hope you understand the reason why Im actually writing this. Im just telling you, what I feel and if any case of guilt I would have told you and it'll be written on my face.

Since Im not doing anything wrong, I defend myself to a point where I do think Im right.

I love you, Terence Lim Jun Ting. Why don't you see that?

Lots of love <3<3<3<3,

Aida,

I love you like a love song, I love you deeper than that actually.

2011-07-03T08:05:00.000+08:00

So today had a date with mr terence lim. 'date' haha we went to water fest today! Supported hong kai, but it was a close match, nevertheless it was fun and okay. I got suntanned! -.- Woke up at 5.40am today. got ready blabla reached raffles at 8.50. Waited for terence. then we headed to marina bay. I swear i love him to bits and pieces.
We headed to MBS then decided to eat breakfast. Then we went to coffee bean! we sat down but within 1 min looking at the menu we chaoed. HAHA. cause it was so ex o.o. While on the way to mbs my bra strap kena open. like idiot fool sia then terence laugh laugh laugh say too big. idiot la he :P but thats what i love abt him. he's a heart warmer.
then we lingered at mbs for a while sighs i love spending time w him then a fter that we headed to take shuttle bus to marina barrage. reached there saw too many hot guys but my eyes for one only, terence. sighs then we went to the cafe and drink milo! today terence belanja me alot pls ;( then after that we sat down we talked nonsense. then at around 12.30 went down to meet hong kai.

We met him behind the concert thingy then both of them talked. then i smiled cause i love seeing when old friends talk. Then we accompany him back to nyp ppl seat there. Stand there like a fool laughed with terence. then i went to the toilet to chek my complexion. must be preddy mah alot of hot guys sia. HAHA no la joking. then after that waited for the vainpot. he came out with hong kai.
hongkai:u and her tgthr alr uh?
terence:yaya we tgthr
terence:*look at me
me:huh wad thing?
hongkai: u guys tgthr uh?
me:uh? no la. heh
terence:smile smile
*both of them talk
hongkai: he say u treat him good liao.
me:*blush

haha then we saw them train for db like warm up damn gay terence say. he laughed and it was so cute ah i love hearing him laugh :( then we went to the cafe cos it was damn hot ate ice cream. hehe ben and jerrys hes treat again! ate then went down again to support hongkai.
saw one of my friends there omg i frgt her name!!!!!!!ok her name is nadiah. ok so yeah then i got sunburn and my slippers pecah :( then all th way w terence SP came in first. then hong kai was disappointed! aww better luck bro :( then we talk to hongkai. go to the gallery then after that terence peck on my lips again. GRR hehe.

went took the bus 400 to marina bay station andden went to dhoby gaut eat pizzza at plaza sing walk around with him then i ate beef lasagne while he ate captains catch pizza. oh ya saw dora babbyyy ehheeh and then went to carrefour to get my new sandals. got pink and black! he kiss me again. do you know he likes to kiss me randomly and make me blush? OH YA he like to disturb me. then he put his arms aournd me and kiss me again sighs i melt pls when he kisses me.
was suppos to watch monte carlo but he didnt had time ate fried mars balls and went home w him. he kept wanting to alight at bishan circle line to payar lebar. YOU KNOW I KNOW HHAHAHAHA. then after that things went abit wrong after that :( but yeah we're okay now.

Thing is dear terence, I love you so much. I dont knw why but i enjoy every moment spent with you. Yes i am giving you space and i will give you space if you want to. I dont mind us being close friends because i rather be close firends than awkward friends. Sighs i cant tell how much i love you, how much i need you in my life and i would give up everything for u. :( i love you. Well maybe things should be left unspoken.

I love ur smirk, ur laugh, jokes, stupid face, reactions everythign about u. esp when u get irritated w me cause i call u idiot. then ull sulk like small boy. i like playing hand games w u cos i am v pampered. omg terence i jst wish..hmm :( u brighten up my life really. ok la i write this for 2 hours havent finish. Goodnight <3

2011-04-22T21:39:00.000+08:00

Oh Hi today's the the last day of the school week tho todays a public holiday! Right.......so hows school? awesome! i love my class, e36L the people all so fun kaki gerek. i like! Hehe so i think my relationship with him is.. okay for now. I do love him. really. Its just that im confused with my feelings too. Uhm but bottom line i love him. Did I mention how much I love E36L? fucking awesome! Oh yes..monday is my birthdaaaay woooooohoooooooo. err my classmates confirm bash me one! I am so tired sia. Yesterday went out with Kelda and Edmund and Terence. So funny please but end up me and Terence walk around cwp.

AND TODAY! fatin's bdae chalet but i couldnt make it because i had plans today. haihs. ok so nuff said. here photos. bye mwah. oh ya and i met mily and lydia this week! jin,lulu,cinta,rudi,nabilah,ijah. ok bye

2011-04-17T12:08:00.000+08:00

Hi, good morning to all lovelies. Tomorrow is the first day of school. I can't wait, to enjoy new life, to enjoy the taste of new atmosphere. I admit though its gonna be hard. becauseeee, i am not prepared for school! Haha up till now i have'nt got my bag. I want longchamp bag,my hot pink longchamp bag gone case alr. Was thinking to get editor's market bag BUT i am not sure la of myself.

Dang, i miss secondary school life. To be honest I miss everything in school...I miss how..hmm how we used to be so close. People change, people change. Sighs. my birthday coming up in a week or so. I really hope for the best because I need my happiness back. I have'n be happy lately because piles of problems overloading each time. And each time that happens i read the kitab ambok gave me. InsyAllah things will be fine. Instead of saying how BIG my problem is, i say to the problem how BIG my god is. heh. I really have no idea what im typing my mind currently in whirlwind. Ya Allah....

I have to be strong. If he's happy then i have to be happy. If he wants it that way then be it. Everything I do, is for you. everything. sighs. Ok bye assalamualaikum.

Khas buat daeng gaddafi.

2011-04-16T08:31:00.000+08:00

Hey so I want to blog right now. Idk what overcame me but perhaps here is where i will tell my heart to. Recently things have been shaky, not so well for me but i have to admit its my fault. skip the drama, but here am gonna dedicate this post to DAENG GADDAFI...

Its beeen...nearly two years, or should i say 1 year 10 mths and 18 days since we've been together to be exact. I know, i know i made a lot of mistakes. I made a lot of mistakes to you, my fault too. I don;t want to point fingers but all you need to know is I love you. Even if its not in your context anymore i'd still feel the same. You have carved this heart into a proper heart since the last heartbreak and i thank you for that. Oh my.. I can;t tell you how much i love you. I love you, would that ever be enough? You are my happiness. we've been into so much ups and downs.

I'd remember the first time we chat, to the last time we met. I remember you as the person i know to the person i don't. But it's not your fault. I love you for who you are and nothing can change that even if you decided to change. Because souly, i am connected to you. I want to tell you everything but i can't. Not now. There's always something obstructing our ways and I know you are lost somewhere. But i really hope you come back to me as the man, who i fall in love with. InsyAllah..

Remembering how we first met, i can chuckle to myself so naive. You and me. we were happy. No fights. not even the first few months. One thing i respect about us. we're happy. And i miss that. I miss that.I miss us. I miss aidafi. I don;t know what to do but all i can say is..terserahlah. Because i can't really do anything.

So instead of adding more words to confuse you, i'd show pictures to see if you remember sayang. :')

this was the first time we go out together, our first ever date.

haha this, you had kendarat. the day after raya with my friends.

ni kat pantai kat terangganu eh? ni baru baru kite together..

ni time kite biasa lepak bile belaja for o/n level. haha

chit ni first time jumpa, we not kaku. only at school!

this is late last year? yeah when we constantly fight.

see the date you know when, ;")

ni time suka amek gamba pat esplanade garden. HAHA.

this is when we meet eoy of sec 3. we wre always in love.

this is us. this is aidafi. this is where it started. and i hope going on. i'd be patient i'd bear with it. I LOVE YOU. that's all you need to know. And when someday, you read this again. I hope you'd miss us too. <3

Ya allah sesungguhnya tabahkan hati daeng gaddafi, sesungguhnya bawa die ke arah yang benar. Amin.
Assalamualaikum.

2011-04-06T04:59:00.000+08:00

So.. Been a long time no?yeahh. hmm i am not in my best mood now. i am not in my proper self because everything is simply tumbling down. the man i loved, past tensed because i don't really love him like how i used to. Things are so different now. I.. dont know. tomorrow is the day where things will be finally out. the truth i mean. i loved him so much.. Loved. how ironic was that i was reading a book about two woman who got caught into a guys lie. A is hes wife, B hes girlfriend and how they teamed up to take reveng on him becaue he played so cleverly. well.......hmm so you get the picture now. I may not be the same person. dont blame me. and i may not be able to live again.

2011-01-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

Ive decided to keep my time preoccupied by blogging. So.... Hi? Alright i just dyed my hair and the colour is so.....haha ok its ok. I dyed yey. pathetical petty petty! its only obvious certain parts. -______- whatever. im gonna bleach. No? bleach yes no yes no yessssssss. ew no i dont want kill my hair. If i dye black again then i have to wait ~~until i die~~ until im 20 plus to get the hair i want with my natural hair. waduh so difficult. VAIIIIIII

OH VAIIIIII. I'll take a picture or somthing soony.

Today was...mundane as usual except i got to see leinababy on blog tv! YAY! shes gorgeous and GOREGEOUS i mean rly, shes super super friendly to entertain all my questions, No kidding. She answered at least 3/4 questions while others kept bombarding her questions lol. had fun, its as if i was talking toher! Wish i was someone famous. Ahaaa.

Ok tml i go joggging. i want lose the babats please its so ugleh. and im like practically sniffing my hair cause its sooooooo harum. Ok no that sounds so wrong! HEEHEE. oh well uhm now i have tumblr, twitter, blogger and formspring. buseh buseh person i am. Sounds so imprtant but actually not. Ok. bye. Hahha no i feel like bleaching my hair once only can? >.< Think no, GOD I AM FICKLE MINDED. AIDAAAAAAAAAA.

Ok i need to shop. daddeh say he give me 500 every month. WHY NO HAP...grrrr ok i finding work on saturday(i think) or just hang aroung with grrlas. God i am really shivering its freaking cold rinnow! Urgh * flips hair. teehee. I think im uttering nonsensical stuff thats whirring in my head rinnow. bleah.

Ooh if you wanna know im still with Daeng Gaddafi. Yeah that guy. Been on rough situations for the past few days buts its alright. keeping it cool(NOT) Rly you know me you know how i get mad. If not nada. Ok birthdays coming up!!!

Azilla-> 22 January

Kak Natasha ->27 Jan

Nana Devera -> 30 Jan

DAENG GADDAFI-> 31 Jan

20 monthsary -> 28th jan

GODDDDDD theres so much!!! haha i have to plan it out soon. blah. oh my dearest nadia bdae just passed by happy birthday belated hunneh lvoe you.!errr means more money to splurge on bleah its ok anythiing its ok for my lovely loves!

Speaking of which! My poly results( school intake ) will be on 26th, another event im looking foward to. WHy january you so kecoh! Bleah bleah. Alright thats it. I think for now. Im gonna tumblarh and twittah and formsprangah ah k! Bye lovely loves love you all <3

2011-01-19T14:19:00.000+08:00

Hey you guyssssss, its been a long time since i last posted. about my hair? i got extensions. he he he. So basically im bored rinnow. Everyday wakeup subuh, sleep back wake up at 10.30am. so the household chores, cook, play laptop.. That is my life practically right now. Work? Erm am not working becauseeeeeee my parents rather me at home. Sokay, least need not work my ass off. Hek. Uhmmmm i have a stye in my underlid of the eye which is rather disgusting because my eyelid got pimple, under the eyelid pula tu. ee. Been on medication so i think its ok.. Hmm what do i brag now? Oh yes. I passed my o levels.. I can go to Poly so its okaay.. but i did rather bad so dont talk about ;X.. Ok i gotta go i want read my pink books. Bye love you all <3

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2010-12-13T17:59:00.000+08:00

IM SO PISSED THAT I CAN SKIN YOU ALIVEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my hair is shortttttttt i hate this i hate this. I HAVE ISSUES HAVING SHORT HAIR. and i cant vent my anger i dont have a freaking diary cos i hate diaries without locks so HERE WILL DOOOOOOO. im so fed up with everything laaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!! ughhh shut up la shut up i have anger management because im very pisssssed omg im so pisseddd shut upppppppp!!!!!!! i think im crazy but who cares. like what like that. i cant dye my hair i cant keep long hair. MY HAIR IS MY LIFE K. STOP SAYING IT WILL GROWWWWW! it took me 6 months to grow my hair and to me its still short. DONT COMFORT MEE COS I QON BE COMFORTEED IN ANW!!!!!!!!! I WANT MY HAIR BACK LAAAA CBBBBBBBBBBBBBB. knn i so sot la i can skin someone alive now. you die idc. fuck you fuck everybody fuckk pppl who try to make my life miserable!

ERRRRRRRRRRGH BYE BYE BYE BYE. im gonna kill.

2010-12-10T20:38:00.005+08:00

Hey you guys, i just received my PURPLE VALENTINE brushes yest. The set has 16 brushes and im totally in looooooooooove with it. I mean its the next best thing besides those branded brushes. And for me too since im not working it yet. Th price very reasonable, around 36 bucks but since i got it frm instock its 40. ok sooo.. I went out just now so i tried on the brushes, to give a little testing testing. I swear the brushes are SOOOO soft. And btw its environmental friendly because its not made of real animal hair but high quality of of of of synthetic hair. yesss. ok so the pictures here we gooo!

ok so done for today. anw ive got haters on my tagboard. haha deleted :P wont talk back. lazy la ok u whoever who hates me. i love you sooooooooo much! muwah. haha k bye assalamualaikum!

2010-12-06T18:34:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiii. ok so i cried alot today cos babe's left sgp alr....so im all alone. ha not. hmm in between sobs ill laugh andden ill cry again andden stop andden cry.. haha i dunu, probably cause ive grown attached to him. Like its a daily chore to see him msg me everyday... thank god i managed to meet im a lil while eventhough i wanted mre. sighs. i love you babe. always do. and thank goooooooddddddddddd! he called me just a while ago... ikr so lame. ok bye. ill continue at nighttt

2010-12-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

Amcm peeeeple. sorry da lama tak update. hahaha i so lazy can. ok i read thru my post so annoying can. i say ppl post annoying myself one more annoying sia. kk i loveyou all mucek bye tmr i go sentosaaaaaa. wooooo. k bye i love geessssssssssss . and oh aku tak nak letak gamba mana org tgk lanchap dok. k bye.

2010-07-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

sorry if my voice like.... and my video like... hahaha.k it was impromptu and i was deciding whether to post it anot. cause it kinda sucked. gonna do a btter one.

2010-07-03T10:51:00.000+08:00

tears to see couple breaks. It tears me because you love each other. It tears me because you both are my friends. But most of all,it tears me when everybody stop loving. till here.asslamualaikum

2010-06-17T19:33:00.000+08:00

Hello luvlies.
uhm okay i ve been noticing a few break ups here and there and it tears me apart. I am in a relationshp so i understand that between the girl and the guy,there will be fights. Thats a norm. Couples fight always because of different reasons, for what i experience because i knw why i normally fight with my boyf is because of jealousy. thats one of the reason. Then again, when you think about it, why be jealous? Im not saying you're not suppose to but if you trust him or her, why be jealous? So what if that guy looks at her. If she loves you too and both of you love each other, thats all that MATTERS.
When you're in love, it comes sweet and bitter. I know sometimes all of you whose in a realtionship or have been in a relationship fights alot because of these and that. Why dont compromise? If both of you dont agree on a thing, you should talk things out. Its not good if you keep pointing fingers at each other. Like what kak nira said, you're just adding fuel to the fire. End up, it just becomes bigger and much worse. I knw some of you might say, but he's always looking ate the other girls/he keeps contacting with other girls or 'theres alwyas guys arnd her/guys keep giving sweet talks. The reason i suppose is because you all are afraid. Afraid of being dumped and ditched for another guy/girl.

But look at this way, look at the brighter sight. I say to those who is in a longer realtionship and because those longer relationship have indeed last because they trust each other in the beginning right? For those who just started, its okay. both parties have to work it out. its just about both not being stubborn and compromise and understand and trust and honest too. If you love each other, NEVER ever say the word breakup. because if that dont come in mind. you two wont be breaking up. because of this word break up, you're half hearted in the realtionship. Fights is NOT equal to breaking up. Asal gaduh je break, asal gaduh besar je break. See? How can you go on.. Never say the word break promise me, and you'll lead a happier relationship. I say this because of my personal life with my boyfriend.

I learned so much being in a year plus relationship. No. never easy. It was hard. I felt like giving up but the small heart ofmine beats for him only. And i knew i could never give him up. Eventhough there was so many difficult situations i had to go through. I never did like fighting with him because it was so hard. bt thanks to big sis whose always waking me up. You cant keep going on like this. If you love him why hur t yourself too? if fighting with him hurt you, why dont you stop? and i did. Humans are full of flaws so you have to learn to forgive and forget. Eventhough you know its hard but because you LOVE him. Ya. ive heard 'cinte takkan ke mane' cinte takkan ke mane? cinte untuk allah? cinte untuk ibu bapa/keluarga? cinta juga. and that love is importand because you're nothing without it, because you wont be the person you are now if you're full of hatred unless youre already hating alot. My dear hubby always say 'It NEVER, EVER crossed my mind the word breakin up. It doesnt exist becasue i want to go on and on being with you till death' See? Im fortunate to get a boyfriend who belives in love so deeply. He is one of a kind. Beneath all the looks, he has a good heart and a soft side. only me who sees it. We cried, we cried alot. we cried together and have always done things together. Theres no me going that way and him gont the other way. Its always US, and insyallah, we last. I belive in love, i belive in him. I belive most importantly that allah swt will decide for me. and i never stop loving him. because the word breaking up/ take a break/ time out/seperate ways and so on will never be in our vocab. and il love my man till my heart stops beating.

So guys and girls who reads my blog, if you have come across or so on. Believe in love, believe in each other. Belive in going forever. And never say break up. I hoped you enjoyed. Chalaboteh. luv you all. Assalamualaikum.

2010-06-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

i love her, omg i luvvvvvvvvvvv her makeup, i luv her personality, shes hot. Omgggggggggggggg. just watch and you knw what i mean. go Jlovesmac1~ <333

And you tweet like a bird,a fucking bird

2010-06-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

Hello luvlies, sorryiesdscxzclj. k uhm, ive nothing to say actually, im jsut tired. the whole week i had remedials fucking tired i tell ya, btw stalkers go die suck dick and die and suck dick. SOOOOOOOO irrritaiting! Okay first the spammer at b's blog, well i should say spammer eh? Mate merah je pandang mataey aku. tsk. what to do, no lifers. Haha, but i agree to a certain extent that you tend to hate more if you keep looking at her/he's profile/twitter/blog etc etc. Aku benci pun aku pey mulut tutup la siu, kau tak suke meh lai. Aku da muak eh bual baik2 nan org cm korang. Palapuktanks. Bey yg si roy tu, biadap. K la malas nak bual pasal hidup org, Bual pasal hidup aku lagi sempurna.

Today, reached nana's house at 7 plus then did hmwrk, proceedded to schl. Had maths for two periods. Ksian sia qusy nan sol kene ketok ketampi. I luv maths. On the contrary, i fail. LOL. stuppiiid girl. Im suppose to study now but NO, im on the net, waiting for my luv to online. Then after maths, had break, rang baby, then went for eng. I rather wish that this blog would improve the standard of English, and my L1R4 sucks, DONT talk about my L1R5... My beluved sista, Dina Melrida on the other hand did well for her mid year, with ALL 6 or 7 subj A's, mostly A1s. Waaaa sakit hati dok tgk. I suppose if i get that kind of results, ill think i die of happiness. lalalala shuddup aida stop bragging. K what i wnna offline now, im so tired. EH WAIT, im waiting for baby. Fickle minded siak aku. K la, i have to end this post sooner or later juga kan. K bye assalamualaikum.

2010-05-29T11:02:00.000+08:00

Hey luvlies, i knw i shouldnt be posting cause im suppose to study. But being me, im always doing th opp. Bah. Alright uhm i miss my S.Babylvoes, dammit. :( i need to find time. and i wish i can go out always. I dont have that freedom which sucks BIG time. You see, i see those who go out everyday, even have tiem to study and managed to get top 10 in position. WHICH is noooot fair :( because my curfew is before 7. Maybe if i spent my time adequately, i think i do better? and sum more, its like im always rushing. but for instance now, im dilly-daliying. eskgljaegjka. hmph. Ok i dunu where my sweethums papasita when to because just a min ago he was chatting with me. internet connection there suckzxcz ball. oke la, i ve gt to go. and i am happy that we're alr 1 year. Eventhough my post dont show. Action speaks louder than words, a phrase we will always hold as our principes, well actually individuals principes. K i think im bragging alr. Oh yeah, do tag, or ask any question because this blog is getting mundane every day. So yeah, tag ask quest but be nice. If not fuck you. K bye assalamualaikum.

To last, you have to trust.

2010-05-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

Hello bloggers, Sorry, i keep changing my blogskins. Everythings seems a bore. Btw, results, i dont wnt to talk about it. Today is my 1 year anniversary with Daeng Gaddafi Bin Muhris. <3 I love this boy alot

My dear luv,

Im sorry for all the heart aches you had to go through.

Im sorry for every tear or the pain you had to bare.

Im so sorry. And i love you.

It comes again, wonderful yet pure, from the heart.

Loving you was never a regret because you gave a whole

A whole I never expected from you.

Its been a year now, so fast yet so slow

Theres so many people who tries to break us apart,

Im remeninscing the past with you

I never did regret

You're the one i prayed to come and you did

I love you so much luv, I love you so much.

I cant live without you, it shows because im missing you as the clock ticks every second

I thank Allah for the happiness i get, for the guy who took care of me

When i cry, you hugged me, you cooed me, you comforted me.

I really dont know what to do without you papasita

I dont.

May we last long, and may we live a blissful life with safety from Allah.

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Ok, done, Yeah thanks for all thosw who wished me and daeng. And oh yest we had sports carnival. Got silver, 2nd for green house. But good game, we agree. Although there were fights, settled i suppose. Hmm ok ive got to run same errands now. I love you luvlies alot ok, mwah mwah. Bye Assalamualaikum.

2010-05-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hello dear readers, sorry agaiiiiiiin. :D ^^ Kay im currently in a rush cause its late, and i just finished doing my 5 year series biology. Its never too late. i suppose. Alright, in 4 days, is a year. I cant wait. and i love my man. Again ppl tear us apart, well tried to but failed. neahah. Try very hard then. Hmmm rather unappropriate. Btw, girls and guys my next post will be something about, well just wait then. And you know, my cousin told me about this clip on extensions from korea? Prreettyyy. soft waves and looks natural. But no la. I love my straight hair. But again i might consider. Alrigt loves, i gtg. takecare, assalamualaiku

When you see smeone you hate, you tend to hate more.

2010-05-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hello lovelies, nothing much today. i went out with bby today. It was amazingly fun. Im going to study maths andden bio after this. Mhmm. I saw alot of babies today and i find them cute. Ill go ' ape die? ape die.?" that kind. ^^ cute kan. Kay ill uplaod and update when i want to. Haha. and haters. Aku nan daeng da 1 year. SO what? nak break us apart? Try very VERY haaaaaaard :) K bye assalamualaikum

2010-05-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

i lazy wear makeup nowdays. plain face.

Hello luvlies. sorry for the late late late late update! :( Really its either i am plain busy or busy. Like I have a choice? Aight today went to study with b. Old times we should really catch up yeah luv? :) Missing you alr. And ya allah, thank god today paper was manageable. Phy was do-able but i thought if i focuse more i could od better. You know,easy paper means stricter markings. He he. SS sbq was hell. I was blanked. Hmmm Mon is History anddddd Poa paper 2. shit, bio and hist later, POA and maths tmr. Oh by the way, my 1 year is this month. 1 yr anny. Im waiting and rather enthralled. He he, girls, he dont love anybody but me. Hehe. Wanna know why i trust on this rltionshp? not even ONCE, have the word breaking up cross our minds. Its simple, love, trust, honesty. Thats all. Oke enough i suppose. Ill write soon when i have the free time. Oh yes, dear someone, I know you cant be bothered about me hating you. A bitch, is always a bitch. Karma gonna get you dear girl. Adee pegy ade balekkkkk beb. Why i even bother? You meddled and you estranged into my relationship TWICE. So yeah, one more time and you better watchout.

2010-04-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

HAAPYYY BIRTHDAY AIDAH. hehe im finally 16 :P swweeet 16. Thank you for everyone who wished me today or yest. I love you guys. Thank you those 100 plus of ppl who wished me on facebook, thru msg and thru msn. I love you guys! <3 you guys really made my day. Little things do make ppl happy :D Thank you for remembering. Hehe. Oke i love you guys alot. Oh yes, thanks for those who called me at 12 am, zara and tyqa, those who sms me at 12 on the dot, those who just took a sec to remember, :)

On fri, sharifa suprised me with a paper bag filled with a present with a card. I was shocked, amused , happy, tears of joy kind of feeling. The present and the card was from Sharifa,Syahilah,Nana,Sabrina,Zuriati,Enqi, Razisand also Fira :D hehe. And yes i nearly burst out crying when i saw the present. They gave me those high cut cute greek kind of sandals. I thnk you should know what i mean hehe. Yeah and their card was touching!
Thn on sat midnight one by one started msging me and wishing me happy birthday plus at facebook. On sunday morning, baby sang me a bdae song. Hehe And today! I got a few more belated wishes and facebook wishes and birthday present by the two korean fans. HAHA. Kyla and ajilla!

ANd igot 60 bucks from my aunt, then on sun nite when to swensen and ate there, Oh ya and i went for straight perm. Hehe $160 but my hairs all till bra length now. SOkay, prom's a longggggggg way to go and i can wait he he he. Ive yet to receive present fro mbaby. because i love him. hehe. Oke so thank you to these ppl.
Dafi baby, Nana, Sya, Saripine, Zoo-riot, Sabby, AN-qi, Fira, Razis, Atoyy, Elle, Hazryn, Sister, Mum , Dad, Kak Nira, Haidhar, Farzianah, Ain, BIanca, Kaseh, Tyqa, Zara, Nadia, Sol, Aziimi, Areef, Aminn, Rudi, Kyla, Azilla, Marcus, Batman, Mak Ngah, Mak Lang and Pak Lang, and 80 more ppl at facebook. I cant name all cos its alot. But thank you. I took my 5 sec to thank one and all. I love you k? Oke bye bye assalamualaikum. Im gonna go out for a while :) Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

2010-04-20T20:52:00.002+08:00

Sorry ppl. for privating. this is only a temporarry blogskin until i find a new one. Oke? I gtg now. mid years arnd the corner. k Bye takecareeeeeeeeee. love you all , ill update soonest. Thanks for waiting :) tag tag tag aight, and to taggers, ill tag asap owite? Assalamualaikum

2010-04-16T21:32:00.000+08:00

kimaaaaaaaaak. sal sak nan org ni sume. da hidup lama per sial. ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh aku tak sukeeeeeee laaaaaaaa. asek juga ade je ade je yang tak kena. gi mampos la pun cantek! bye.
oh ya, semarah marah aku pun... assalamualaikum.

2010-04-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

wit my handy dandy sunsilk smooth and manageble, i did this to his hair. HEHE cute kan cute kan cute kna cute kaaaaaaaaaan. Handsome ah !

my 120 pallete. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEEE
Hellooooooo lovely readers. Im so so so so sorry for the lack of updates. Its just that i have noooooo time to blog at all. Adding to that, ive like been having remedials everyday without fail. And THANK ALLAH, i finally understand POA. like finally. It took a fucking whole eternity. Lucky its abit easier. Though i have to buck on previous topics; Sighs. Nvm. Ive finished bio wb alr. Im left with maths, ss. and some other stuff that i cant think at this moment. I know ive been neglecting this blog, and im so ever sory. Forgive me will ya? :P hehe. BDWWWWWWWWWWWW. he he he, my eyeshadow arrive alr! Im sooooo happy. Bought it from ebay, had a few bken eyeshadow here and there. But it is kinda a gift from baby's family. Heh. thank youuuuu. Anyway, my birthday IS coming. In another 16days. I cant wait really. Like to be sweeeeeeet 16. Haha.

Hmm bleaaaaaah. I dono what to do now. Immy so boredy. Theres school tmr. Shiiiiiiiit. i m so lazy to go please. SIghs. Oke la gtg. Bye assalamualaikum. Ill update asap. Bye bye ppl bye.

2010-03-29T20:11:00.000+08:00

this is soooooo me two years ago. Haha. cinoneh.

Hello lovely readers. Its gonna be quick and fast one. Today was rather mundane plus super tiring. I really am weared out. And ive still have to study AND do homework. I cannot cope man. :( Sighssssss. Im not suppose to use the lappie, but who cares. I go against the rule again and again. I need my cyber world please. Oh ya, and may i recommend u a good book to read.
'Goodnight, Beautiful.' by Dorothy Koomson. You can go searh at google about this author. I swear I was drenceh in tears reading it. Touching and really, you feel what she felt. As though youre in the part of the story. Hmm, oh ya, dear readers, kindly do tag if you view my blog :P so that i knw my blog ppl do read it. Hahaha. Ok i gtg. I wanna take a quick nap. What is with the quicks today? Im rushing, i forgot. Time is precious. :) Oke bye assalamualaikum.

2010-03-28T09:25:00.000+08:00

As you can see on the bottom not so bottom right handcorner is my daisy path. hehe. The picture depicts a scene me and baby at EC park and our dates being together. Baby is very handsome while Im very fat. In conclusion, HAPPY 10th MONTHSARY :D. I know, lame kan. uhmm baby i love you so much. 2 more months to a year, i cnat wait, the 7th year kite kawin k baby. :D He he he. I wanna do my homewrk in a while's time. Chatting with baby nowwwwwww. K i gtg gtg. I love ya all. And i miss alot of ppl. I wanna study please. :( assalamualaikum.

2010-03-27T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today PTM SUCKSSSSSSSSSS >;( (i hate hate hate hate hate hate ptm, eventho im a gd student in class)i hate it, but i did laugh here and there. Oke whatever, i wont fail. i wont fail. Thats all. Uhmmmm on the brighter side, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINA MELRIDA SHERZUKI!. i love you sis eventho we fight alot. Hehahehah. Oke i wanna serleeeep alr. My mum nagging. Hmmm Im doing hw first i think? Oke. bye.! assalamualaikum :D

2010-03-26T19:27:00.000+08:00

Hello lovely readers. I just woke up. Wanna know what? eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek. I feel so extremely superb today. School as per norml today. Met nana in the morning, proceed to school then. After school met baby. Went to Nenek's house. Im like ....... Sumpah hati aku cm nak meletop sia. I was really nervous. salamed, thenNenek said to hubby " Wah da bawa kawan, da kumpul duit da?" Then she smile2 hehe and talk2. Then Mak Fyfy datang. Salamed then ambok and ibu came, eya and aken pon ade. Then ambok usik me. Haha. Then i followed baby to go see their upcoming new house. Then we dropped mak cik at her house. We went to ika's house. Ika ckp " da maju da.." Then satu part ambok kelaka ah, he was referring to the tong sampah, it was really funny. Then ibu jatoh so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hahahaha i ketwa cm sial, kurang aja sey -_-. tapi ibu cm paisey sbb die jato pasal terkehel HAHA. kesian ibu mentue ku :P then uhm ika say bye bye to us then ambok drop me at admiralty place. Hehe. Overall it was funnnnnnnn today. I get to meet baby's family and it really made my day. Thanks love <3, i feel so comfortable with your family :) Oke gtg, oh ya tday IS my 2nd happiest day of my life. My happiest day is when im officially married to baby, and a family with him. I cant waaaaaaait that day soon to come :) K bye love you all <3 Assalamualaikum

2010-03-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hello people that i love and that i adore. He he he. Okaaaay. Im gonna do homework now. I got a a2, or a b3 for my HISTORY! yeyy. i love humanities <333 hehe oke uhm baby gonna call me in a while and im off doing homework. I got my priorities straight alr. Boyf = studies. HAHA. no la. but really i have to balance my timeeeeeeee. heeee. I passed eng though. glad abit. Haha. Uhm wait, what I wanted to say? Oh ya. Yest had a convo with dad while at John Little shooppppping for undergarments.

Me; *searches for bra size and bra colour.
Mre: K pink and black!
Daddy; Besar pe tetek kau. tsk. *laughs
Me: wtf -_- mane ade.
Daddy; Besar pe B75 cm mak kau punye,
Me; Haha merepek la. yeap i got it from my momma!
Daddy; ye la, cepat i want to pay alr.

Hehe. i love my daddy. he does all the house hold chores eventhough hes a businessman that travels. My daddy is the best! mummy too i suppose :P at least when dad saw me with baby, he smiled back at me and usik2 me. hehe Daddy like babyyyyyyyy yey. oke la i wanna do homeworks and more homeworks that are undone. K bye love you all assalamualaikum :)

2010-03-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

Hello readers! Since you knw, march holiday was short but it was oke. I wish hols lasted for a year. Hahaha. Kalau gitu sampai bile nak habes skola eh? Haha. Hmm Im cramming up doin all last min hws. Buley mati. New timetable SUCKS big time man. Haih. wtf. :( Im left with
1) Filing eng file
2) Sort out my Reading articles
3) FIND IN COPIES (grrr)
4) Maths....mati mati mati.
5) Ss, i dunu where to start? cause cannot open folder :(
6)25 words into reading journal (grrrrrr)
7) HWS! yey i dunu what :(

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, where was i ? HAHA oh yeah tmr who want go heaven with me? hehe. Ill rather go heaven then do homeworks. Bleah. Okeeeeeeeeeeeee uhm uhm uhm twinkle toe twinkle toes rhymes with boffo. haha. shudup. bleah. grr im hyperactive because idunu what to type and becsue well i have to do MATHS.

Just now shopped with mum and dad. They bought sutff altogether they spend 200 plus on their clothes. -_- gile.... then bought my lens. GOLD and blue colour. cute tak cute tak. aku pey green nye lens then expire. next next mnth i want try purple :D hehe or grey? tgk ah. aku suke ah tuka tuka colour. kshhhh. then right k da shh. Uhm ahahah ade org tu kan ade org tu kan baby aku buat main pakai bile nan die ah siul :P hehehe. i found out babby cheated on her while contacting me. HAHA. aww i feel so bad for you girl :) >;D hehe padahal aku sukaaaaaa! k sundal sundal sundal akan tetap jadi sundal :D
haih, godddddd. oke la better get going. I love you all. And ill update when i want to. hehe 8 more days to 10monthsary. YEYYYYYYYYYY. oke bye assalamualaikum.

2010-03-15T18:59:00.000+08:00

Hello my lovely dovey readers. Sorry for not updating. Im really sorry. Just that ive been busy and mum's been hogging on the lappie. Haha. hogging on lappie? 0.o. k whatereverererer. Uhm today was awesome with capital A!. You know i love going out with hubnda. Makes my day at ease. Im getting fatter yknw. :( i eat like pig. Nvm, i dont care how i look like, as long as hubnda loves me. Who cares? I can be haggered and unkempt but stil baby still love me what what? Trueeeee! not trueeee? :D Nowdays boyf will look at me and lick his lips. penyaket sia. HAHA. no la not him yang penyaket. Penyaket tu hes ex tu. ahaahha. kalau sape terase, terase la kau. HAHA. k whatever~ uhm i wantt to uploase phto or not ah? k la i upload one first. tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadadadada. k shh bye assalamualaikum. Ill update when im not free. Like now :P bye.

2010-03-07T13:51:00.000+08:00

Hello my favourite readers. chey, favourite eh? haha. About yestie day w hubby. Ill update at his blog. Go to www.daengjoker.blogspot.com

Ill hope you enjoy. the photos. eh i think i look fucking fat.

No? Oke just see la k? :)

Heee chatted with liya baby yest about someone.

Jalan satsat or whaaaaaaat. tonettonet.

K skiiiiip

now im missing my hubbybaby and my kasehnadiatyqazara! :(

chatting with zawawa now.

haih old times,old times. But old times no hap my baby

heee. K la bye assalamualaikum~

2010-03-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

A stranger you were once.

Love is the greatest feeling,

Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

- Meghan -

Today was wonderful. I had baby on my own and i love baby so much. Ill never stop loving you. :) Btw, met jana at TM with baby. I swear avon mascara bagus! (Y). I got it from Janny at only $10. If interested anything text her :D heheh. Alright im itching at my neck there. Hehe. K its btween my boyf and me. Hmm btw. Do you know how i despise this person? Not tellling :D. btw i miss my kasehtyqazaranadia! :( waliaooooooo the last time we met was last year. I gootaa meet you guys. I also want to me liya. Alaaaaaaaaaaaa I miss everybody la! :( Tmr ill do a proper update insyallah. K gtg. Love you all lovelies peeeeplesss. :D <3 Assalamualaikum.

2010-03-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

9 months means something. It feels as if its 9 years. I know, cant be true. But to tell you guys honestly. 9 months seem like eternity but at the same time fast. And throughout the whole 9 months ive learnt alot in this relationship. I thank Allah for given me hope to fall in love again with such love given. It's like Ive been blessed with sincerity of the heart. My boyfriend, my lover, my hero, my knight shining armor, my bestfriend, my brother, my father. He takes up in all of these roles and i can never thank god how glad i am to have him by my side.

With every tear, he wipes away my tears

With every wipe of tear, he kiss my cheeks.

With every kiss on the cheeks, he kiss the lips

And there, true love is really felt.

To the specialest guy in the whole wide world, Daeng Gaddafi Bin Muhris. I love you whole heartedly, from the bottom of my heart. Only you I've wanted. I wanted you such a long time ago and god made us tgthr. And no being can tear us apart. The unbreakable bond is within us and that we have faith in this relationship. We will go far, just watch and see. Baby, i'll never break your heart. Thanks for being my hero. Thanks for being my love. Thanks for existing in this world. Thank you baby. Thank you. :)

Okaaaaay skip. Above post dedicated to lovely boyfriend who has been a sweetheart to me. :)

Today after school went stragiht home and met nana. Initially wanted to buy the skirt but I didnt had the mood. Moreover I wanted the dress. Sighs. Nvm daddeeeeeee moneh pwease ^^ Ate at LJS with nana jeponkia. Saw a number of ppl today. Firstly i saw Dula and gang. Dula was like 'tu tu mataey daeng tu! hiii :)' heheh then saw Dora-Ali,Fira-Rasul. Aww couples ^^. After that wanted to repierced my ttragus buttt! piercer not there so patah hati, broken feelings LOL. kidding. We headed to the interchange. thennnn saw jimbo,saif,fariq and who knws. I panicked for awhile because I didnt want to see someone there. Luckily he wasnt. Phew. It'll be akward seeing him around. Like after a lonnnnnnnnngggggggg time. Bleahs. Oke skip went to pondok, slacked with ppl. Wrestled with baby. he carried me , i carried him punched kicked slapped broke bones, NAH! i was kidding the last one. Had fun time cause we didnt had a tiff at all. Btw haziq paitao siak. haha nana yknw iknw la siol LOOOOOOOOOL. k blabla im tired. nights! love you all assalamualaikum

tito uh u cm pig oink oink

baby tak nak bual tiut tiut lagiiiiii :(

me: b, i majok uh. | b; ye la *termenong jauh bby tahat :(

aftermath getting physical sparring with baby

Our face look similar in a way here :D

2010-03-02T19:28:00.000+08:00

Hello readers, My energy all enervated. Im soooooo tired. Doing homework in awhile. Ive been really moody nowadays. I have no idea why? Maybe it seems hard and Im all tensed up. Hmmmmmmm. All I hear is the sound of my grandfather clock ticking away. Im just waiting for time to pass by. I have alot of homeworks to be accomplish. By the way, the love for maths is growing. MATHS=LOVE LOVE LOVE. Okayyy, maybe not that way, It sounds kinda wrong. Hehhhhhhh. But yeah, hmm and I find ss such a chore :( Im deproving in it. Goddddddddd. Okayy i'd better get going. Love you all. Assalamualaikum.

I just want to say to one particular person, dissapate and be engulf looking at yourself first or whatever that makes you unhappy about me. Unless you're God, You're nowehere perfect. :) If you're discontented. Do add me at my email. aidah_punk@hotmail.com. Thanks. :)

2010-03-01T20:33:00.001+08:00

Hello guys, tmr my POA common test. studying now. But befre that updating first.
Saturday, 27th Feb

rambut,frindge aku cm taik sial -_-

Had storytelling at Marsiling childcare/kindergarten. It was awesummmmmmmm. Thr children there were super super adorable :D I want kids on my own. pwease? pwease? K dafi? Hek XD I love Shauqi & Sofia. If only I had them as my children. I swear I'll smile everyday. After storytelling and had bonding sessions with the kids, we headed to al-ameen. I was walking with areef , aminn nearly snapped a phtoo of us. -_- Yela suka hati mak bapak krg. We ate at al ameen , then headed to Cwp. rounding sini sana, buat kekek mepek. Arep sumpah irritaiting sial. cm nak sepak je kau. siket siket marah. hahaahha. da diam. then went home. msg baby. and done.

Sunday, 28th Feb

HAPPY 9 MONTHSARY BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAABYYYYY! I LOVE YOU! hehe, thank you

love, for everything.

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
- Courtney Kuchta -

Had madrasah, got rly annoyed with faiz -_-. bullied syakirah, snapped photos. Went out with mum and sissy. We went to lib to borrow books, saw rudi,acap,sol,syak,fil,aziimi,muhaimin, and more, Sume aidah aidah. My mum gave me the look 'why-are-they-calling-you-like-that.' My sis went all 'why your friend all guys?' -_______- lol, I cant rmbr. Ate at macs, drank mCafe, uhmm went to popular, saw rai and adeq dia. Salam him, adeq dia cute. lol. I want a new pink iluv earpiece please,mine rosak. And i wanna pierce my tragus back .Doneeeee.

1 March, Monday

Todaaaaaay, we had 3 periods of maths. aku tgh mati siol. Haha but nvm i love maths :D (Y) nothing muchhhhhhh studied awhile, continuing jap lagi. Poa poa, Sighs. Ive been always flunging this sub. Sbb masok telinga kanan kua telinga kiri. But u have faith in myself. The previous test got me motivated. Summore I want to prove mummy that having boyf doesnt affects my studies, BUT, it pushes me because i have a supporting hubnda. This is for you mum, if you ever read. I love you so much. I love dafi too. I love everyone i love, ;D Oke la i want study. Bye assalamualaikum. Oh ya. 11 points. O's thats what im aiming for. :)

2010-02-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

Photos; Credited by Sab & Sharifa :D

i purposely did this :P muke goldfish!

Hello readers. I am soooooooooooooooooooo having a headache now. It hurts so fucking bad. Bah. Skip. Daddeee called a while ago. I miss him :( Come back form Hong Kong quick daddee. I miss you alot :( Haih. without dad at home, its like i feel empty. mbekkkkk i feel like crying now. Hmm seems like sometimes im ungrateful. But thats the irony of life. The grass is always greener on the other side. Sighs sighs. Next week common test. im not goonna fail. i passed maths , i passed phy. i need to passssssssss and get b3 for all sub. bah driving me insane siak. okaaaaay, msging baby now. alright thats all, here are the photos for the kite flying outing. HEH ^^

2010-02-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

25th Feb

Honestly today was an average day. It was tiring though cause we had alot of homeworks. and i mean ALOOOOOOOT. But i managed to clear up most of my homeworks thank god. Its the starting but the stretched of work is time consuming. For eg phy 5 yr srs. Damnnnnn, but only me and zu managed to finished the 17 chap + section b which is structured essays. some sort likedat. Heh. Ive just finished 2008 Nov paper. Filthy loooooot. Sighs, what to do? Bare with it, only thing i suppose. Oh yeah, dearest husband was not in school because ibu forgot to wake him up. Haha. I was pissed off because he didnt answered my calls and my msgs. Rupe rupenye tito cm pig oink oinkkkk! :D Okaaaay and im addicted to saying EHTOLL, Mr Edward's british version of 'at all'. Hhaha so cute. Hmmmm thats it for today? Oh I miss hubby, 3 more days to 9monthsary. :)

24th Feb

School was per normal ,slept at 3 the previous night, hmeworks again. Blame the national exam. Neh, I was kidding. Hmm oh yeaaaaaah! My class went to marina barrage. It was awesomeeeeeeeeeee.! I swear we had fun during kite flying. Haha. We did fly kite! at the rooftop. and it was stress relieeeeeef. oh my god. actually we left school at 2 and reached there arnd 3. had the touring session and we had to fly kite. It was sooooooooooo funnnnnnnnnnnn. I am soooooo happy on that day. Esp the first 15 min, I was giggling and how should i say? mengilai cm pntianak. HAHA. It was total chaos, cause firstly we stand to close to each other ant therefore! our kits got entangled. hahah and then! there were sprinkles and we were wet. Girls like us will SQUEAL and SCREAM. haha. i mean not in a bad way. I laughed at syahilah most because she was standing close to me and her kite got entangled. At last tak buley laayaaang :P hahahah. Nana was far. Couldnt relocaate her at first. Azilla and Sab and Sharifa was with us. We did had fun. after 30 mins of flying kite i got tired. Gave my kitey kite to Aziimi cause hes flew to the resevoir. Ramaiiii sia jato resevoir. haha kekek! Oh well. Went down to cafe to eat, wanted to at first but it was so EX, haha i rather buy sth which is worth it. Oh btw Aminn's kite flew to the other side of the land. HAHAHA. he's one paleng kekekekekkeke. okaay then we did reflection, board the bus. Aminn and acap so cuteeeeeee tido tgthr. haha and in the bus they danced lagu YMCA. haha humorousssssssssss much. Otw home got one woman who did sin. Sighs whats the world coming to? Bad omen though. Hmm reached school took bus, hugged girls and disturbed areef. Met hubby outside school. Hugged and salamed him and off home. It was fun though, really :D

Nana Jeponkia<33

Sab Tan & Syahilaaaaah Ho <33

Ajilla Ho

someone took a photo of me while holding the kite -__-

my baby for 4 years :D

Areef muke stoppit sak.

kes masai malas nak layan :D

k thats all the photos! k im out , ill update when ill update. heh k bye assalamualaikum. :)

2010-02-20T20:18:00.000+08:00

Omg omg omg omg omg omggggggg! i love shineee so cute sia omg cair sial aku ^^Y. aku suke key,onew.taemin! hehe. Uhm waiting fr hbby to online. Mum knws abt us. aiyaaaaaa. hmm oh well. At least daddy dont mind. I should think. K skiiiiiiip. NAK TGK SHINEE TAK? shinee hot please. ya allah. hahahha. bulu rome naik sia tgk drg. bukan ape but they're hot like omg. hahha.basically theyre all hot. ding ding dong~ lagu ape saje tah. haha tapi hot la. DIAM LA AIDA. kk i give you photos of them k? and i love them please? LOVE LOVE MELT MELT.

aku suke yg blonde! <33

psps ade org nk ikto aku sia? baik eh girl? dari snyman aku pun mau ikot. ori la girl ori. pffts -_______- takpe la, aku tau kau nak jadi aku sangat kan? Too bad ah aku one of a kind. Thanks eh girl? Mao tc sua kat lua~

2010-02-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hello so today. someone was late for 2 hours. i was pissed off and dint talk to him. haha. babi ah u bbbbbbbb! u lambat sia geram tau i. hmph supposed to be valentine outing yknw. like a makeup of yest. But as usual ade halangan sperti baby lambat. haih takpe. ikhlaskan. Now apparently hubby having takraw. waiting fr he's msg.

So my day started off with a bad one i suppose? But put away those unhappy thoughts and feelings. I love Daeng Gaddafi forever k? Do come to our wedding. you guys are invited on 28th May 2017 which falls on a Sunday so lucky us ;D . Nahhhhhhh not yet. But soon aight? Aight chatting with Kak Nira now. Im so grateful have her. Ill be nothing without her and my loved ones. Nothing. Zero. Zilch.

K cntinue on to my following topics. You knw how i hate mats? No offence if you're one. But if youre an idiotic jerk, ( well you are IF...) you see me sitting to a guy whom seems like my boyf but you continue to look as me though youre interested. -__________________- get a life please? Well apparently i was sitting at the void deck with baby laughing and jokind around when suddenly ( cheh suddenly pe -_-') this group of mat reps, from afar whistled at me. well i dont blame you, typicals. But like wtf~ then they continued twice then they walked off. Luckily hubby da muak and biasa with this kinda things. Because it happened quite a lot of times. Haha buduh la krg. hello aku gemok :D (Y) hehe oke done

Sooooooooooo im staring onto this screen, thinkind on what to type, what should I type? hahah. im reallly boredddddd dammit. Hmm im searching for white toga bandage dress or long dress for my cousin's wedding. Her theme is white and gold, "Greek and Roman concept" cool or what. Im so jealous. Its gonna be a very happening thing. cause its a long break since the last cousin got married~k done here today piccys :D

2010-02-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

to every couple dating and to everybody as long there's love in the air. :) today is also cny, sooooo happy chinese new year to all the chinese or those celebrating CNY. :) may you all have a blessful year. oke so did nothing much today. the whooooooooleeeeeeee day chatted with baby.webcammed with him, i knw he knw haha. :D tmr going out. i sooo want watch santau/valentines day. oh well might be watching tmr. tgk uh. hehe. oke laaaaaa i gtg now. tc muah love you all assalamualaikum.

2010-02-13T19:32:00.056+08:00

Today did alot of things. Woke up early at around 10 am gitu. siap2 left the house with family at 11 plus gitu. Kenduri held at Alang's place. It was supposed to be at my house. Buttttttt. as usual yknw things always happened. Daddeh was supposed to go to HK but postponed to the next sat/sun. Cos cny mah. Aight then was the first to reached at alang's house.

Then Kak Nadia came with cik ton and cik aman. Followed by Narissa's family. andden mak ngah n pak ngah. In between when the kenduri and finishing, Tuk wan cik came. Suara booming sia as usual. Hhahaha. andden abg boy getting married soon. EEEEEEEEEEEK. when my turn? hmph. Then kak shima came back from work with kak huda, kak aleen andddddddd kak nad. they fetched her. gedebak gedebik, kak shima makeupd kak aleen. got ready for her photoshoot at macritchie there. She so effing gorgeous la kan. kite sume biken kekek. Gossip like after a looooooooooong time. Then while finishing the makeup, si abg meerul datang. haha he wrestled my arms. cb tol. hahah love you cuzzie

then then hugged kak aleen and her future husband came up. btw psst. kak aleen's getting married on this nov, kak nadia and kak huda the following year. one by onw sme nak kahwin. when my tiurn! hahhahaha. mummy ckp lepas o's ley bual. daddy ckp lepas u buley kahwin. HAHA BEST KAN B@ :D
oke theeeeeeeeen. talk one corner with abg yul. haha kite bual mepek sia. hahaha then pasal cite hantu sume. imy cuzzie. btw we snapped photo. hehe nanti i upload. andden went home at around 6 plus.

kak shima & kak huda

During the makeup session done by kak shima :D

2010-02-11T21:28:00.000+08:00

9 Feb,
Baby ada takraw match against fuchun. Good gameeeee :D/ i finished schl at 2.30 andden rushed to wdlands interchange. Met elle and cheera. Exchanged hugs andden me and elle proceeded to wdlands sports hall. Nash pey bdae, so elle beli soft toy besar. haha abey had fun la. Kite bolak balik toilet sia time game. bey left at 5.00. Salam hubby. hubby salam me also. then i balek with elle. kite bnyk gossip eh elle? hahaha. k theeeeeeen. reached home texted baby. DONE!

Hahah lawa eh ni pmpuan :P

More 10th yr anny pics

Sharifa :D aku suke bully kau :P

Ajilla HO! :D

hahahhahahah pretty ppl :D

Doralyn Geralyna Marsh! :D

zuriati , amek gamba tak pass :D

Zafiraaaaah :D

Areef arep matrep. :P

Ni la partner aku on the left. Hehe Abg tersayang :D

Frm left ( Qusy, Rudi, Aziimi)

cb ah kau amal. kau biken aku ketawa -____- ahahahha padahal aku kacau dia :P

The pics above was during 10th year, read my boyf blog for details heh. Okeeeeee I DIDNT GET TO TAKE PIC WITH SYAHILAH AND ENQI. Kyla asked me to delete her photo so i deleted; buek happy kyla! hmph. oke i had fun during 1oth yr, rched home arnd 12. bfre that slacked with hubby at my blok there. haha org cui kite la sia. budu tol -____-. k da thats alllllll!

muke masai -_______-

Baby i cute la. dapat cntct lens aby happy :P

K daaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! haha im tired to post abt today, today did nth much only watch takraw against wdlands. Lepak umah little andden went home. baby send me. btw daddy so random give me 50bucks. I might be asking for more later. Haha. Daddy flying off soon to HK next sat i suppose. Well im excited cause i want him to buy me stuff frm there. yey oke. bye la aku da penat. chatting with baby. nanti majok pula aku replu lmbt. Assalamualaikum!

2010-02-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

Nana Jeponkia <333333

Here are some photos for the 1oth yr anny and the photos on 5th feb. Hope you guys like it. Ill update soon very. oke? hold on Love you all <3333333333 Assalamualaikum

2010-01-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

Before the clock strikes 12, i'd like to wish my baby daeng gaddafi munchybunsmashamhubbybucukkandababysayangtetek a 16th HAAAAAAPYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAY!. hehe sorry baby. for late wish. hahaha i mean i did wish him earlier. And happy belated bdae to NANA JEPONKIA and AJILLA HO! hehe and when the clock strikes 12, areef has just turn officially 17. Wow eh? banyak saangat org nye bdae. When's my turn ? * muka saaaaaaaaaaad mcm cb. tunggu ah samapi 25th April eh aida? K shudddddddup. Uhmmm oke how am i coping? im coping well. Its still the start but i passed my physics and a few marks to ss. but i could've done better. damnn. wellllllll.~ POA test was manageble but i blanked out last min. Duhhh i never study properly >:( . Sheeeeeeesh. Buck up la aida. maths i should pass. because it was fairly easy. Oh welllllllll! Haih 10 year anny coming. IM SO SO SO SO SO eggcited! heeeeeeee. oke i dunu whaaaaaaaat to wear. am i being annoyying or what? shh. Currently msging baby. Im so tired. cb la. i had maths tuition a while ago, bio too. tmr BIO TEST. cmne aku tak kancong. 3 topics.!? nvm buley punyaaaaaa. hek. k k k i gtg. ill update soon. when i have time. Normally im too buzy or lazy, sorreeeeh! oke love you all readers. mwah mwah mucek! assalamualaikum~

OOH! HAPPY 8thMONTHSARY TO ME AND MY HUBBYMASHAM! (Y) we're gonna last till eternity. i knw it. amin.

2010-01-24T11:20:00.000+08:00

Helllooooooo. Im sick. sicko. Fever. :( I so so so so so hate it. I do not not not not want to miss any lessons this year. :( All i feel like doing now is to lie down on my bed until god knws when. Feeling veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy lertargic. I need my medicine, my cure, my love. Dafi ajaaaaaaa! hek. k shuddup. the only reason why im online is waiting for my hubbyboy to onlineeeeeeeeeee. oke shh. now eating ice kachang in the morn -__________- my breakfst. cmne tak saket. i never eat my daily meals anymore. :( cmne tak kurus. k la bye assalamualaikum.

2010-01-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

Sleeepppppppppppy. Yeah sorry readers. Aku tlah menganiyakan blog ini. Nantooooooooook. I finished maths hw, history hw. Eng compo later ill be doing. Malay compo tmr sudah. Im gonna get 11 points for O's. My goal. And ill fcuking do it just to get 11. A vow but i dont mind getting 13 or 15.Why is that my prefrence is odd numbers? Ironic much tht i wont get what i want. Butttt, nothing is impossible. Ive alr planned what to do with myself after O's yknw. I have very very dreamyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy thoughts alr. Haha. Im gonna go treatments and treatments and treatments and be dying it. Yey, the thought of it makes me happy! :D And im gonna lose wegihttttt.! I lost 1 kg, but not enough. btw psssssst. im fucking tall now, 49kg, 160.5cm i think. da tinggi kan. aku happppppppppppppppy *joget dangdut. Haha. aku nak looose lagy 4 kg . Then ill be happy. hekhek. ****mane ****?

aaaaaah fuck tetibe takde mood diam. bye. assalamualaikum.

2010-01-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

Im so pissed off, it's like when you hope for sth. andden it dont turns out right. Like fucking binget sial. Like for instance you put hope onto sth andden that sth fails you. And like you just get so angry at it. IM FUCKING PISSED OFF LA KANNNNNNN. ninabey. This tell me you shouldnt depend too much on sth. cause that fucking sth just can make your hopes pecah bederai just liddat. eventho its not at fault. ahhhhhhhhhh. SHUT UP! bye. assalamualaikum.

ps;/bloddy hellllllllllll pissed offffffffff. gg do hw. dont text dnt call unless you wanna get annoyed by me also. BYE LA,

2010-01-17T19:01:00.000+08:00

Hello readers. *insert hand signals. I misss blogggggggging soooooooooooooooo mch. Ive been busy. O's rmbr? haha. I just revised my maths. I loveeeeeeee maths. Ironic much, But filthy true. Haha. Am chatting with Hubby dearest. I am so boreeeeeeeed. Study done, hw done, househlod chores done. I feel so free for the ever first time. Lol. aiyayayaya. hmm tmr half day. Bt there's physics test so it'll end at arnd, 11 plus? oke la tu. I feel like going out daitng with baby, see how first. Haha. Wooo three ppl's bday coming up.
-Azilla 22Jan
-Nana Jponkia 30 Jan
-Hubby Dearest 31st Jan
Fffffffffff, i must fork out alot. hahha but tkape! for my lovelies of course can! haha uhmmmmmmmmmmm waduh.

Just came back frm madrasa an hour ago. Hekhekhek. Syakirah pey anoyying babi nairi -.- tetek ah kau. Hahah. went home chat with hubby until nowwwwwww. Oke la thats all. bye assalamualaikum~

2010-01-10T10:02:00.000+08:00

Finally? a photo of us! i love you guys alot and i mis mis mis mis mis mis mis mis mis u guysssss!

God knws how i miss US.

Okay, so i just logged in my facebook which has been filthy and dusty. Haha. I havent been checking updates. You wanna knw how much request i received after amonth or 2 not oppening it? 100 PLUS. -___________- Thats like .... and like another 100 plus request to do quizes. Sorry guys for not doing so on and so forth. I just find it so irritating so i ignore everything. Haha. Sorreh! I was too, looking at my tagged which has been left unkempt and untouched. had around 30 request, not so bad yeah? But the thing I am like offended, because being a malay too?

Haha. Whtever it is, why do you name your profiile name , vulgarities? For instance, i give you one " Tetek mak kau" liddat? Im like o.O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I swear ill beat the hell up of you if i were to be your mother! What kind of nonsensical name you should have! And naming it your name! Take that! No offence, its a trend to hurling vulgarities, even i do so. BUT! not to an extent where you NAME YOURSELF such. And again, its none of my business. You do what you like what makes you happy. Im just bringing up the topic. And no offence to you, if you ever come and read this post of mine. Im kinda shock because I WOULDNT name myself that. My name , AIDA, is good enough rather than any other offending words to be named. Haha. Well skip!

Finallly i feel abit motivated. Other than my room that has been refurnished, I have been more focused. Well duh, O levels this year. I shouldnt play around. Well with baby only ah. HAHA kidding. Oke yah, so on the 2nd of day of schl we strted staying back and doing hw at canteen! SO yeah. Im more focuse and more motivated to do work. Well i woke up early today just to complete my undone tasks. ANd revising for upcoming test. Im so proud of myself. I am going to do the best. this i promise. For my Parents, who ive been always dissapointing then, and for my hubby, because he supports me all the way, and for my friends because we want to do well tgthr. Bersatu teguh, berpecah roboh. CHEY! hahah.

Anyway, to this particular girl. I dont like you from the start, and i never will. Im sorry for bieng a hypocrit la sweetie, But you have to accept. Once i dont like, means i dont. the only reason why im being nice is because of........ yeah. so sorry again. And since you still like to like bribe my boyf. in a way or so. Its not funny and i dont like it. So f off :) Ykw what? ' Ade pegi , ade balek ' K sweetie? :)

2010-01-05T18:21:00.000+08:00

Main Focus, O levels, Main Focus O levels.Main Focus, O levels, Main Focus O levels.Main Focus, O levels, Main Focus O levels.Main Focus, O levels, Main Focus O levels.

But still i prioritise my boyf,friends nd family.

I want freedom so badly. This is the only way. To get what you want, you;ll have to go thru all obstacles. Im gonna go through all obstacles to have freedom. I promise, i will.

I want to do weell! oke wont be updating much. ill update thrice a week. I suppose. Oke tc bye. love you all readers

Assalamualaikum!

2010-01-02T22:48:00.001+08:00

Hello readerssssss! Sorry for not updating. Im vehemently working hard for this year! Hehe. Btw, Happy New Year! Da 2010,im taking O's this year. Shit. Im soso so so so so soooooooo scared. :(

Oke where should i start updating?

28th Dec

Happy 7monthsary to my dearest hubby.

I love you. Time to time i say i love you over again. and ill nver stop loving you~ The other day, something cossed my mind. "Biar org lain cemburu kan rltionship aku nan dafi, asalkan kiteorg jgn cemburu dgn ea other." If you get what i mean. Time to time, ppl will break us apart because they envy of our relationship. Dont bother about them cause whats important is, dafi;s mine. and he's mine. he chose me. and that trusting him and loving him thats all that matters. Loving him, and pushing away negative thoughts, that will cause us to break apart. Mcm atoyy ckp, jgn pasal cemburu, kite org gaduh. And what atoyy mentioned to me got me thinking.. Well I love my kekandahubbyku, dafi. :)

On 28th, i didnt met bby. :( sad. haha. had to go school buy some stuff andden went to dye my hair back. hee. see my hair. now!

tadaaaaaa! muke masai because after teman Dina sis to cut her hair.and i took my laptop back! yey. I spend around 400 bucks just for myself on that day. -.- haiyer.

29th Dec
I dont remember going anywhere? Hahah. I think i played the laptop. But only for awhile.

30th Dec
woke up around 6. took abulation to solat subuh. hehe then slept back. I was worned out but i was suppose to wake up at 8 plus to help mummy at her school. But as you knw me *laughs* hahaha. I cant wake up according to the alarm clock. I woke up lintang pukang at 10 plus. Got ready. Msned with hubby andden went off to mummy's school with Dina.

Fucking damn tiringggggggggg. Her staff room situated at the 3rd floor. so we had to transfer her stuff frm 3nd to 3rd like up and down up and down. -____________-. But nvm i had good excercise! yey. Mummy senior teacher, thats why situated with the other STs. Haha. Mdm Yeni treted KFC. We gossiped about ppl and i had fun. Well to say, my mummy is different when at home and school. Shes much more enthu and more HGL at school. Sape tak kenal Mdm Norhana? :D

Haha, after lunch at staff lounge then had to sort her files all. And hsh at 6 pm~

31st Dec

Woke up smyg subuh as usual. Slept back, woke up again. got ready to meet hubby at pondok. Met him hugggggged tight tight then he put around his arm around my neck and we gossiped like mak cik nenek. hahaha. I so love my husband :D! Then we lepaked for while. Nana couldnt make it. :( because her nenek pass away. Semoga allah mencucuri rahmatnya. Bnyk bersabar for nana's family. End up Zu pun tak gi. sodehhh! So only me and baby la went to Ec. the guys went to yishun safra first. so haih. but hahah had funnnnn!

Took bus 966 ,Reached EC me and baby wanted to meet kak nena. Then she takde so we went up the rock and sat there. baby kissed my hand and cheeks alot of time. Haha syg uuuu~ He was sweet uh, we were sittign there looking the scenery. He hugged me alot of times. Haha sungguh couple moment.

Krg nak tau? ade org cui cui kite la seyyy!. waduh. pathetic la banget. cnfrm kau jealous kan kan? :P then me and baby berenang2 haha bby say " i syg u i syg u i syg u!" then he hugged me. then i choked seawter sebab tetibe mane punye wave~. then baby say i cute -.- Hahahha. kaninah org da stgh mampus kau ckp cute! HAHA.

Then we mandi at the toilet. and got home. In the bus me and baby gado jap. He ehhhhh. mintak kene piat telinge. -.- He started first, rabe rabe org. org da nantoook!
Hahahah. then i found out sth in his hp. jap. i merajok tak nak bual with him. saket hati. But then i lie my head on his shoulder and started tearing. Baby pujuk me. He say he dont.... haha. oke then we were oke. Hehe. Rombi rombi rombi wombi andden wnt home. ahaha. had and awesome dayy!

At night baby went coutndown. I wanted was supposed to go. Bt end up.. hahaha. Met baby at 4am. HEHEH. -.- nottttt.

my hp then died on me -.- sial toooooool. wtf. kanninah. haha. abey cannot tak phto! then i sad.

1st and 2nd Jan 2010

Didnt do much tday and yest. Yest baby teman me takeout at pastamania. hehe sodap. then went home. Todayyy, Pak Su and Mak su came. with their three angel. Narissa, Ilhan Daniel, Aliah. Hehe they were so cute! Hahha. Esp Alem, nicky for Ilhan. He was like playign with my old toys. like when i was 4 or 5. the mainan phone ah. then the cute thing was he memorized his mummeh telpon! hAHA so cuteeeeeeeeee! then he dial his mumm number " 98......" then he said " Hello mummy. BYE!" then he letak. HAHA. i was lke kimak cute pe cousin aku ni. Lol~ I miss family form mum side. Haha. k wtever~

So now just chatted with baby. He just went offline. Hahah. Kak nira said this to me.

+*~calyx~*+ (F) 　～絆～ says:

-sorry aida, kakak dah tak tahan, ngah ngantok penat bru balik dri jauh. didn't even want to be online but the kid wanted to see if you're on so he bugged me to on my msn to see.

Hahah, the kid was baby. so you see!. hahaha i love my husband. now he majok wimme cauuuseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i nvr layan because updating this blog. Hahah. alalal bucu bucu. I love you la sayang.

Assalamualaikumm~

2009-12-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

Finnaalllly! laptop back with me. i so glad. chatting with ika now. baby mana? aiye. laptop punye servicing cost around 200 -.- i spend like 400 on myself siak. knn. ninauyahhhhhh! k la bye pape i update

assalamualaikum

2009-12-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

Omg someonw just shared something heart-wrenching. :( I pity you. May allah guide you always. Redha, serahkan kepada illahi. I love you babe <3

Sighs, and we always think that our probs.. are the biggest, but to think abt it, others face it much worse. Oke soo......

Today did nothing met baby i happy. Tok malek pun ada. so cute sia tok malek. like gangster liddat hahaha. k then spend time with baby. Hehehe as usual had fun

Uhm then went home, chatted with bb,kak nira,ika,fa, and lots more, i frgt whu. Someone is pissing me off la kan?

Wey gerl, nak bual, bual depan2 takmau sarcastic kat sini. Aku cabar kau bual dpan aku, kau takmu nak lancaowey eh! Kimak aku tak senang nak benci org tau. tgk ah kau. kalau kau tak nak bual dpan aku, meh aku cari kau! kau tunggu, atau aku tunggu. ur choice.

Bahh, im not a minah. Thats just someone who pissed me off. If yknw who. haaa. I hate ppl with proper reasons :). Kkkk.. Nak tido eh. nantok pula aku ni.
Night night! tmr rambot back to black! hekhek

PS; EH WILLEM KATA NAK TAGG. TIPU HARAM. hahahaha. ninauyah kau dutchess!ahahaah

K im out assalamualaikum

2009-12-25T20:07:00.000+08:00

blood sis! :D

Merry Christmas!
Heheh. everbody berkumpul at my house. -.-
K tmr might be meeting bb? see la how yey rindu sama dia.
Currently chatting with kak Nira.
Hehe, hmm 28th,29th,30th,31st im booked? But im not sure if i can go out :(
Grrr! Seee alot of ppl asking me out but i cant. pffts
Welllllllll. 28th my 7thmonthsary! YEY! hehek.
aidafi= Ilhan Dafi & Ellyna Aliyah :D
heheehhe, first son and daughter's names.

Ppl tag on tag! hehe :D oke on sunday might be dying my hair black and and!
maybe straight perming it? hekhek oke im off to eat firstttt! Kite cm celebrate christmas aje !

K la, bye assalamualaikum~

2009-12-24T13:20:00.000+08:00

hehehehehe. k im BORED! nyehuhyahoahf. Alhamdullilah ika and hadziq oke alr :D heheh thank god. I love ika so much. Dont never ever scare me like that ever again ok! that includes dafi, sha and you close loved ones. Oke now i so bored. haha. gamba atas tiut tiut taaaaaaq! tiut kan. hahahah.

Im listening to lagu yg penting happy! heheheh memang betol yg penting happy! hahah. lagu dangdut. daddy nga shake goyang kan pantat dia tu. LOL.

monday my 7th month with baby! hahahaah. i so happy. heehee. i love you baby!

kanda mana ni tak online? hmph k la bye assalamualaikum!

ps,ill post tonight. maybe!

2009-12-22T21:35:00.001+08:00

Hey readers, sorry for not updating. I am busy with my new room. Im sooooooooooo happy its pink. :D Aight aight. had retest yest and today and omg -.- i nvr study. because. haiya. nvr mind. i blame myself :( Kanda, sorry k i cm gitu tadi. Sighs. No matter what, i still cant. I still ____ __. The only reason why im doing this i cause ily. *deep breaths.

just chatted with elle petite,nana jeponkia,kywawa konchiwa, and enQIIIIIIII, ajilla ( wheres sya and zu and my sbls? ika pun where :( )! Haha. <3.

Btw tadi after paper gi umah batman jumpa kanda. Mak nash, kanda, opek and me were talking. well i nvr talk , hehe i just listen. hahaha it was so funny. We were laughing like org gila -.- Mak nash sporting sia, i wish my parents were like that. KecikRobin nan NashBatman tido mati. -.- LOL. si kechik suke kacau aku siaaa. My name aida kan? then he'll go. ' I daaaaaaa, I daaaaa....mandi!" -.-

Oke, had heart to heart talking session with baby. :( I swear i love him. I LOVE DAFI! Im sorry k bb. haih. oh i cried my heart out again. Why am i all teary and all? I couldnt take no more. One after another. Baby was there when i cried, so he comforted me. My boyf is v sweet and loving, im so grateful thank allah. Eventhough we always fight, i sitll lvoe him. and i love my girls who always advice me wheneber i fight wit him. thanks girls <3 ly all.

It starter at nash house. we kinda get a tiff cause _____ was showing on okto -.- like wth. then i was covering my ears but takley tuka cause lala was watching. lala so cuteeee! grrr oke then i tahan my tears. then bby go bathe and all then opek and b nak turun so we all turun. salam mak nash andden went off. I was silent all the way. da takda mood nye pasal. bey i have to go home cause... no need to knw. then b ask go pondok, i dont want. cause. well of my reason... then i walked home he go pondok. then he called. then we met at one place . and i starter crying. what can i do? bb binget at first. but after i told him my reasons why im so stresed up. He cuddled me and cooed me. I swear, hes the most understandable boyf i ever had. comparetd to ex -.- haihh. bb took tissue. wiped my tears and kiss me on the forehead. I hugged him back tightly. then he tried to make me laugh. hehe soo tiut.

Went to BDS, then mum msged alr -.- buat muke muke to bb then salamed they all then went home. .

FUCK, tmr kandabbypantat gg to malacca. shiiiiate la. :( 4 days sia. naik gile siol aku.

K la i gtg. assalamualaikum!

2009-12-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

today, tiring much. But, im gonna post about sth.. Just read on k.

Ariel and Dave were a couple. Their love was inevitable, too strong to be broken. Through ups and downs, Ariel and Dave were together. Their love, full of compassion and sincerity of th heart. It was as though they were meant to be together, as though they were Adam and Eve.

Unfortunately, Ariel found out about something that was beyond... It was about Sally, Dave's ex lover...

Sally was Dave's neighbour. Sally was sweet but she wasnt faithful. That was the reason why they broke up. Like all relationship, the love for each partner, is different. And Dve truly loved her. Dave loved her in a way that was so deep. That, hurt Sally. Dave loved her so much and it hurt Ariel to know that Dave cried because of her. Because of her, because he loved her so much.

It hurt her to know that he loved her that way.
It hurt to know that he called her till dawn eventhough they were neighbours.
It hurt her to know that she was the only person that saw him cry
It hurt her to know that she was there when he cried
It hurt her that they can always meet up, and its not easy to erase memories
It hurt her that she was unforgotten, no matter how much Dave said he loved Ariel, she knew there were some for Sally
It hurt her that she hurt him so much
It hurt her that he sacrificed everything for her
It hurt Ariel because she found out herself..

Ariel sobbed all day knowing this. Ariel sobbed so hard. She loved Dave so much. But why? But why must there be someone else special he cried for? Why did Sally leaved him? Dave's happiness was Ariel's too. Ariel did had low self esteem, she felt she wasnt good enough for Dave. She wanted the best and only the best for him. She was torned and hurt. Because she thought she never is gonna be the one there for him.

Sally saw him cried.
Sally saw when he was down.
Sally was the one who made him cried
Sally was the one he sacrificed all for.
Sally was the one he loved, eversince they were neighbours.

How can she compare his love for Sally to his love for her? Indeed different, but still. It was pain. She kept grudges, but let it go. It was no used.

She cmfronted Dave about this. but Dave said, " All my life the only person I really loved so much is you. You treated me right. You're the one, You're my guardian angel. I love you, Ariel. I wont let you go. I wont, I promise. She was my past. Eventhough I used to love her, well i still do as friends. But nothing compares my love for you. I love you sweetheart. I love you."
Ariel was speechless.belived him but then started weeping. She hugged Dave and said she loved him too.

Eversince then, their love. were unbreakable. People envied their realitonship but nothing can tear them apart. Till eternity, their heart will remain.

Moral of story; The most ordeal part in rltionshp is that you have to have trust. Trust each other, thats the main thing. Because without trust, you woudlnt get a happy rltionshp. next, be patient. For all that things happened, they happend for a reason. just be patient. And sincerity of the heart, love them sincerely, because you'll understand what love is. :)

2009-12-18T20:10:00.000+08:00

HiiiiiiiiiHelloooooooooooooooo. he he he. Im BACK! yey. i want to post all photos but lazy. soon oke guys. haha k bye love you all. I miss baby,ika,elle,amal,illa,kyla,sya,zu,areef,aminn,audy,dee, and lots more :( all la k. i miss all that chat with me, and used to spend time with me; :( K laaaaa! ill update la ill update. hehehe.

2009-12-16T19:07:00.000+08:00

Haih skrg at Mutiara hotel. so boreeed. -.- father gg for meeting later on. So i guess prolly shopping w mother and sissy. I miss kekandaku la siol. cb tol. tadi elle bilang yg bby shouted " AKU RINDU AIDA !!!" eeeeeeee rindu sia nan mok aku tu. ;( nak baby nw. skrg tgh msging him he he he. k la later balek i update k. muceeeeeeeek ! :D

2009-12-15T14:25:00.000+08:00

Hello readerrrrrssssss! Oke today still packing my room. Sighs so tired. Im all fatigue siak. Later might be gg Orchard with mummeh , lazy laaaaaaaa. then tmr gg malaysia fr 3 days 2 nights. omg im gonna miss kekanda ;'( boooooooooo. me no likey. Haihh have i told you guys a million times i miss my girls? well yes . i miss them alot. peytetek.

Next week gonna be retest and im so not prepared of it. Nvm, insyallah pass oke. oke.!

err, hmm k i have to go and do stuff. (Y) byexzc assalamualaikum

2009-12-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

The pain Ive been thru.. is nothing compared to..

I hope ill be back posting guys..

love you all.

2009-12-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hey readersssssssss, sorry for not posting this few days. Had issues to handle. meaning i am kinda busyyyy. uhmmmmmmm well i really dont know what to post buttt! Camp on mon was awesome. day camp actually but too bad didnt attend the next day. :( I got a jab from the Doc's , couldnt attend because my arm was swollen. OMG, i miss my girllllllllsssssssss! Th girls i miss are from school, my classmates and those outside too! *sighs* when am i gnna get to meet them? I really miss them. Blame me partly because i didnt fair out this EOY. So yeah, my fault. Cant wait to catch up wiht you girls when school reopen! BUt i really hope this few days I CAN go out to spend time with you guys. *sighs* oke I would lke to apologise to anyone of you if you feel that im not entertaining you or not wanting to go out with you, but really. Its so hardddd :( Ill try my best oke babys? Love you all, each one of you.

Yeah you guys might be thinking, what jab? Hahha its not p6 jab la k, -.-'. lol. uhm its vaccine against H1N1. haha i know, da lameeeeeee baru nak jab. But still you should take extra percautions in order not to get the dangling virus, ( HAHA dangling wtf -.-) Aight aight.

Uhmmmm what to add in to my post eh? OH YA! I forgot to post about this guy.

Hahah Nazruuuuuuuuuul! uhm kau takecare kat dlm la k, takmu perangai buduh kau. Btw if you guys wanna knw who he is, my ex punya cousin. Used to be really close to him haha kan naz? step kau bley baca je ni. Oh ya, back to what i wanterd to say, Kau takmu langgar probation kau la seleng bile kau kua. 3thn lama dok! Jaga diri baik2. taqmu buat hal tau bile da kua nanti! aku harap kau belaja la dari kesilapan kau k naz. :) amin.

Haha I stil have the urge to post but i dont knw what -.- By end of this month, when school reopening, i though about cutting my hair short, but not to short la, concave and dye black, so its like .... like that! hahaa. maybe ill do it! besides cutting and dyeing it back which i certainly have to do, ... ill be going for treatment plus rebonding i think! but i dont want to rebond, girlfriends say my hair is versatile with every hairstyle :D (Y) So its an advantage of having this hair now. BUT still... my hair is freaking damaged -.- Nvm la, since im cutting my hair (IF) ill let the spoiled hair be cutted. haha. Oke guys tag k, if you want my hair

1) to be rebonded , not cut and black(remain the same length)

2) to be concave and rebonded and black

3) to be concave and black

4) OR just go for treatment dye black!

Hmm talking about school reopen.. I better buck up and this is it! MAKE SURE AIDA! okeeeeeeeee lalala i hate talking about school -.- sume salah, baahhh im a good girl. K skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip!

Do you know im obssesed with pink? HAHA k la bye. i wanna chat with ppl baby and others. Bye! assalamualaikum. :)

2009-12-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hello readers. sorrrrrrrrrryyyyyy for not updating. haha nth to update, rly. well uhm lets start with yest.

4th Dec.
Woke up around 11 plus. I bathed, received messaged from kekandaku,dafi. Surfed the net, then got ready to eat out with fam.~ Ate at rasa-rasa restaurant( i think thats the name of it) haha. talked, had good family times eventho daddeh nagged about my results and my future. blabla~ but we had good times. Then Dina wanted to buy her jeans~ so bought and done , i bought too. haha. then it srtred raining heavily. Haiyooo~ We took a taxi home. Went home and webcammed with areef ^^Y for a while. Hahah pey kacang. then went out for a while. got home, booked movie tickets. and webcammed and chatted with kekandaku at night. 'Dinda cintakan kanda. cinta dinda buat kanda berputik putik bagai bunga mengembang di sinaran matahari :)' Hahaha, baby say we so sweeeeeeeeeeeet, the sweetest couple la ehr! k laowz. then sms sms baby then he go sleep~

5th Dec
which issssssss! today! got up at 6.30, got ready. met kekanda at bns andden proceeded to sk. haha baby ngade ngade kat dlm bus. tgn nak selop whr whr! haha after that went home , reach at 10, i painted my nails. got ready for tuition. Did work for 1h45min straaaaaaight. I was focused though. after that watch movie with family. andden home. texted kekanda, and nowwwwww i miss him mcm tootytooty~. whr he oso i dunu. haih. Imy sayang! :( kekanda oh kekanda, ke mana kekanda menghilang, dinda turut menanti. :(

k today takda piccys. k bye assalamualaikum. tag tag k readers. love you all~

2009-12-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

I just got back home. Tired again. ninauyaaaaaaaaaaaah(hahaha willem the great invention). oh well today had club meeting. Satu satu rambot perang, pakaian tak snosno sia. Oke whatever. Hahah i met Nana Jeponkiaaa! Imy imy alot baby :( bahhh and i miss kyla,sya,zu,illa all :(

haihh. haha then went to macdonalds, had our lunch. after that me and baby decided to talk, haha we slept soon after cause we were exhausted, baby cute. he hugg me while sleeping ntyot2. I cried again because im so stressed up. Crying makes me feeel better in a way?

Bahh tmr baby strt working alr ;/ cnnot chat! nvm, il be studying tmr then. hehe. Oke la red month alr i wanna do my nails heee. k bye~

Assalamualaikum!

2009-12-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hahaa k i am happy today! lolol. Willem ajar me one owrd and im sooooooo fucking addictive to it! Bahahahha! guess what gueesss whats the word?

Ninauyaaaaaaaaaah!

hahahhaha.

so cute kan! i knw

i adored it ever since it was given birth!

hahahaha

So today used the laptop the whoooooole day,chatting with hubby.my eyes very tired mch. and my head pening. tmr gt cca. aiyaaaaaaaak! k la nga chat nan baby. k bye!

2009-12-02T18:52:00.000+08:00

i wuz bored, so saw this quiz ika told me to take at her blog. bahahha

1. Are you single or attached?

-Attached to Dafi. *smiles

2.Do you have a person you like?

- Like? Love cannot?

3. What is the name of the person that you're in love with?

- Daeng Gaddafi aka Joker & Daffy Duck *stick out tongue

4. if the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea,who will you save?

- Both. stupid.

5.Have you ever hugged someone before?

- -_____-'

6. Do you love your parents?

- Yeah i do. What kind of question is that? -_-'

7.Will you hug the one you love?

- Yup. Duhhh, i hug everyoone

8.Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend?

- Depends. but in whatever i do for them, i do it wholeheartedly :)

9.Are you jealous now?

- Jealous of? Haha but im easily jealous though

10.Who is the last person that messaged you?

- WAIT! lemme check. uhm Rudi. hahaaha.

11. Who is your clique?

- S.bbyloves, Coterie.. lotsa la :D

12.Do you want babies in future?

- Yeah ask Dafibaby.

13.Do you prefer Macdonald,KFC,Long John Sliver,Burger King or coffee shop?

- Macs~! Occasionally LJS and KFC. hehe

14.Do you sniff glue?

- yucks for what? -_______-

15.Do you smoke?

- Fuck no.

16.If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer,what will you do?

- redha :)

18.If you're rich, what'll you do?

- Drive a sports car, any i dont care, travel around the world shopping/sightseeing. Ill do everything my heart desires hahaah :P

19.If the one you're in love with, held your hand, what'll you do?

- hug & kiss him

20. If the one you love, reject you, what'll you do?

- Hmm, if he was fated to be mine he will you see? Redha :)
21.What is your favourite cartoon character/s?

- Stawbewii shortcake ;p

22.Friendship or Love?

- Be specific please. It depends really. But ill pick both

23.Cookie monster or Elmo?

- None? hehe i no likey

24.do you use laptop or computer?

- Laptop

25.Do you like lollipop?

- YES YES! i likey the BIGBIG one heehee

26.Do you have a diary?

- *thinks back. Actually I do have alot of diary haha, Just that i dont knw where i placed it.

27.There's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart, what'll you do?

- hehehe ill do nothing bahahaha ;P

28.If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what'll you do?

- sighss what to do kan? Redha again. insyallah kalau jodoh, jodoh la.
29. Are you blur?

- abit XD

30.If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?

- Reddish brown is my color now. haha i want it to be more obvious. hehe

31. Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN?

- Dafi baby still.

32.How many boys/girls have you beaten before?

- Alot haha.

33.If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what'll you do?

- redha.

34. What school are you in?

- Evergreen Sec.

35. Tag 10 besties or friends to do this quiz:

- Tyqa
- Kaseh
- Nadia
- Zara
- Kyla
- Syahilah
- Azilla
- Zuriati
- WillemSanchez
- Syakirah

2009-11-30T21:05:00.000+08:00

Hi readers, i dont have mood to post. so pape je. bahah. uhm currently chatting wiith Ameerul Asyraf. hehe. haha i miss those time when we were young, do stupid things tgthr. I wish i can bring back time. *sighs. Deaaaaaaaar cousin, i wish one day we can go out tgthr as cousins. I miss spending time with my abg yul. haha. sighss k la. i wana do other stuff to keep my mind of other stuff. Ifyknw what i mean. K bye! assalamualaikum

2009-11-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hi, saya sungguh penat today. pape update tmr, esok ke lusa. btw baby, haha *youknwiknw :D:D. k byeeeeee!

2009-11-27T23:49:00.000+08:00

Salam Eid Mubarak!

I just got home and im all tired out. Today went solat raya pagi pagi then went home, online, watch russell peters shows with sis at youtube. hahaha i cant stop laughing lol. Bbaay online around 2 plus, chat chat, 5 o clock left home to mak lang's house, had kenduri hehe, my cousins were so fucking cute, nyehahha. You see pic kat bawah ni, Ilhan Danial and Wan Nur Aliah, hahah. he tried to carry his younger sis. CUTE KAN! haha btw they're only a year apart, My ilhan v strong!

Haha did i tell you i had four handsome nephews? muke macam mat salleh satu satu. haha one day i upload their pics k! heehe i like the eldest, Harith, so handsome woorr! heehee k. kecoh, entertaining all my relatives esp the small little rascals. I was dead tired by the time we go home. Haha, Pak Ngah and Mak Ngah send us home. Headed to rumah wak yati, makan mkan. then watch cite Raudhah? I was sobbing like a 7 yr old kid. Haha, whaat? it wad heart-breaking.

Btw, i watch New Moon alr! hehe but i wanna watch again with baby this 3 Dec! nyeheh, k Baby. advance!

HAPPY 6THMONTHSARY!

I love you!

thru thick and thin

rmbr this baby?

Bigger than the universe, deeper than the ground!

heeehee.

K la tired tmr im gg out wit b. <3 Night readers

Assalamualaikum.

2009-11-27T00:06:00.000+08:00

I want this stuff can can can! :( Soon please soooooooooooon! Mummy, lets go shopping at Paragon again please?

2009-11-26T12:38:00.000+08:00

Im insecure about one thing for sure, hate this feeling. This feeling. :(

2009-11-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

I is bord, i is bord. tenet. whooooooomp. im oke now. :D back to the normal aida! nyeh. Baby is offline alr. Im currently chatting with a few ppl, Im watching SI results! takde elimination, bodoh kan. haha -______-'.

Mendak la mendak laaaaaa, i want go out tmr,sat,sun and also mon.
k im out.
assalamualaikum

2009-11-25T11:28:00.000+08:00

I am in a..mundane mood. Not myself this few days? Yeah, I know. Btw for your info Im still with Dafi. yeah oke. I just want to be alone, this few days, yknw? Just to chill. I just wanna go out, for a walk. To just chill and relax my mind.. Hard to say what i really wanna say now. buhh. I think the only reason why im like this because well, perhaps. stressed up. Im not like this usually. I wish blogger was a real friend. For me to tell everything,my inner thoughts without blogger opposing my feelings and agree to me. I need that. :( F, again im so sad now.

Sometimes ppl change, some dont. Some change for the better, some worst, Some dont, attitude remains the same. Ive listen to problems and i love helping out ppl, being there for them. It makes me happy, in a way that i can help ppl with their probs. sometimes i feel i have problems but i dont know who to share,(but thanks to kak nira who nowdays listen to most of my probs) haha. so blogger, thanks for being here now, because im gonna rant most of the stuff here. its soooooo stressing. readers, maybe im gonna private my blog, ill see first. or maybe i gonna make a new private blog. *sighs.

I dont liike being like this. Im a persistent to what i want. and im persistent in how i do stuff. ;( i wish my family would understnd, but neither do. I guess, ill have to face this alone. tc readers, bye.
assalamualaikum

2009-11-24T15:30:00.000+08:00

Ive been ... I.. am so.. *sighs. I cant.. *deep breaths
Its gonna be okay.. I.. hope so..
I am in a......... mode.
This is nt me..
Be back.. In a better condition.. Insyallah..
Tc readers..
Assalamualaikum.

2009-11-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

I wanted to post about my outing with babyloves, but the pics havent yet rdy, so when tyqa put at fb, ill update kk? hehe. oh well tadi go library, belaja jap, then met baby! hahah.

Azhar and aken was with us today! hahah, cute sia sememek johnson just now. Hahha i had fun today! lazy to elaborate but baby did my nails! HAHA cute kan cute kan. lololol. he was so stress doing my nails, he say " kecik2 kecah2 ni buat i pening uh b" then muke dia bonyokronyok. haha but had fun overall! I love love love love today. meet again babypantatku :)

2009-11-21T12:15:00.000+08:00

I am currently pissed off. Sebok sebok juga eh kau ni? gi matiiiiiiiiiii la. buto. planonok. jgn sampai aku carik kau la sial. cbcbcbcb.

2009-11-20T20:19:00.000+08:00

Hello lovelies, i reached home and hour ago or so. I love love today! :) hehe. Thanks babygirls for the outing, Only god knows how much i miss you guys. And dearest tyqa, i would love the photos asap. :D heehee. cant wait! Ill be meeting you guys sooner oke? Korangggg! janji seperti dijanjikan ya? hehe sayo udo tak saboh noh. Btw ill elaborate what happen today if Im not lazy. Right nowwwwwww i just want to hit the bed.

HAIH! lol, crazzy fella. I miss baby! :( where are you pantat. bontot misssesss you like tons. Just now mawning met baby to pass him hairspray. Talk talk to baby, and theres one part which made me real sad. I kept quiet because it really upsets me. :( baaaby is so swwwweeeeeeeeeeeet sial. grr. hahaa. i love you. our 6 months is coming and im always looking foward to our anniversary. well not as in anniversay 1 yr. oooh, i cant wait for 1 year! heeeheee. Shuddup. EH YEYYYYYYYY! baby online. *jumps around like crazy person. heehee. k time to chatty chat!

Since baby working now, i scared he wouldnt have time for me. >.< nyet nvm . hmphhfff. lalalal at least he can belanja me whaaat. huhu. k date b date.

aiyahieukau. i wanna berak HAHA. tk sno sno sia kau aidah -.- k k k i blog tmr or whenever i feel like it! and i wnt the photossss tyqa, i swear kite mcm org gile dari negeri asing sia kat esplanade. biseng sampai security guard ketawakan kita, Hahhahahahahaha. nyet bye! nak terkeluar ni. assalamualaikum!

2009-11-19T19:39:00.000+08:00

I zis bored! >:( hehehehe. oh well. lalala dari tadi chat nan atoyy. tak sno sno sia tu budak hahahaha XD baby tatau nga uat apa. tido kot? haiya geram laaa. takpe nanti i topup kan dia pp8 , yey! oke oke. tmr might be meeting my S.BABYLOVES! heee imy imy imy guys alott! ~ and tyqa's bdae in a week time. ! teehuu. Just now also chatted with zawa and tatei! haha rindu la wei ni s.bbyloves ku ini. hmmmmmm skrg nga mam macdonalds. lapoooo nanti gemok juga aku ni. gehehe. uhhhhhh! nak gi zirca zirca please please. random la, eeeeeeeee mendak. oke hmph. this ghurl bdae coming!

2009-11-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

EE, i dont like what im feeling right now. cm nak jitak jitak je pala pmpuan tu. geram bdh aku nan kau! chaaaaaao chiiiiiiiiiii byeeeeeee! kanaaanaaaainaaah! k diam. hehe tadi webcam nan elle petite! best tau. hehe last long nan nash batman! takmu gadoh2 <33

2009-11-17T00:24:00.002+08:00

truly, i love you so much.

today is a very very tiring day yknw! hahaha. -____-. I had fun with my babypantat. yeyyayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~! we went all over singapore. heehee k bedek bedek.! lemme post today outing very in chronological order.(HAHAHA-.-) kk so leemmme starty.

Woke up 9 am plus. got ready and went out at 10am. I was suppose to meet baaaabypaaantaaaaaaaaaat at 10am. But i woke up let. nyehehe ^^Y solleh babeh!Oke I reached woodlands at around 10.15 much? yeap. then saw baby. I ran at him and hugged and salam. hehehe. * thumbs up * .We decided to merayap at cwp. so jlan jlan jlan, heehee. then i was complaining to baby about an incident. then he ruffled my pretty hair. -___- damn u ass huuuule. we went to three different toilets cause, HAHA, most of the shops werent open. so yeah. after taht at 11 liddat took the train towards marina bay.

In the train sumpah baby mcm annoying punye puneneh. haha kacau kacau org sampai sikit lagi nak jatoh, peyy pundek tu jantan. grrrr. ahhaahha. nvm i forgive and forget! nyeheheh. blablabla listened to songs. Andden got this chinese angmoh? I think ah cause hes skin very the puteh melepak plus mat salleh? tapi mak kau. muke pecah dok. hahahahah. shuddup. anw, he had a tattoo on both of his legs. baby kept staring at his legs. k this line so wrong, what i meant was he kepst looking at the guys tattoo on his legs .Then he say to me, " B, i nak tattoo ley?" hahahah obiviously i say no no no no! haha maybe ill consider it. MAYBE! hehee oke then.

Alighted at orchard. we went rounding rounding. First we went to ION. Baaby nak masok TOPMAN. so kite jalan2 kat topman. heehee. baby suka i pun suka. hahaha. nanti i belanja u k baby! haha. then kite masok macam2 kedai la kan. Window shopping because i nvr bring enough money. Then we headed to Far East, kat hyatt hotel keretaaa. (Y) maut doook. baby jealous. hahaha tak apa la baby, nanti kite kawin u beli la k/ ^^. we rounding rounding at far east andden baby say he wanna buy the prom night nye baju. hahah kite nye next year la b, nxt yr shp tgthr kay kay~ andden we camwhore camwhore! hehe.

stupid hand of his. -.-

hahaha ur face besar sia b :P

eee mat rep XD

yes you tetek !

By 1 plus we were freakishly starving. really straving. i suggested sapedek at zam zam, the one opposite masjid sultan. so we took the train to bugis. alighted there and ate there. baby was mad at one of the waiter or whatever you call them cause that person tried to block my way. kononnye nak kacau ah. " kimak, kalau dia kacau u lagy i da pummmmed sia muka dia." haha. He was kinda fucking pissed off. we ate andden we jalan2 at bugis street. nowdays not much of minah and mat eh at bugis? haha. oh well~

jalan jlan at bugis street. YEY FINALLY! got my glossy leggings. happy kia happy kia. huak huak. im gg to get my biker jacket soon soon! and please i want a manicure la sioool . grr kimak. hahaha. after that we were wear out. Baby and i proceeded to woodlands then. While otw home. baby cakap he want pasang angkong of my pic, at his heart. nyee mepek kan -_____- org ckp takmu buat masey juga nak. BUT KAN. my picture la sey at his heart. i MIGHT consider it. see la how k? haha.

Reached woodlands, went to cwp. i pierced my ear again for the fifth time. two on the right, four on my left. baby oso pierced. haha. met izrail at xcrft haih -.o baby asek kacau. ' dia kan bestfren u kan b hahahahaha' eee aku jitak kepala kau baru tahu sia b. hahaha. after that lepak near my house. he asap asaaap. andden camwhore andden rombi andden hahahahaha andden homeeeee! had fun. yey ;) tmr i taking back my ic from baby. andden to run some errands for sis-sy dina. favour for ya little sis. love ya!

went home talk and chatted to kyla,baby,kak nira and more ah k? Kyla, tu spammer kau bo layan je. senang kate suruh dia add kau kat msn sudah. kk? ily! as for kak nira, i love you alot eventho we knw a short period of time, no matter what ill be here to support you k kak? <33.!

oke la im v tired right now. nak tito. k bye asslamualaikum~

ahahha muke jibek

cute la tu -_-

heehee baby tryna finish my dish.

i lve you

sat sat or whaat?

bluek~

you love me~

amek kau ubat

i like this pic ^^

ahhh xD

i dunu what i was trying to do ?o.O

asap lagi asap...

hehe this one matrepish

hot kn mataey aku ni

kena candid.

Aku aida punya XD

I love you so much sweetheart :)

sealed with lips.

2009-11-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1 YR ANNIVERSARY

TO S.BABYLOVES!

KasehGoodgirl,Dheatyqa,NadiaAhlianzxc,Zarasyg.

I miss you girls like fucccck! meet soon girls. tyqababy nye bdae coming! nak cm last year tak tak? yey. heheh i love all of you! MUCH MISSES! <333333

Okayyyy, so i just went home a few hours ago. hahaha just kape. bedek. heehee. went shoppinggggg! at lot one. I bought a zee print dress and rubi shoes. Bought a pink purse and also another pink tank. I bought pink undies oso. sezaaye. nyett.!

seee zeee how i zis obzesed wizz pinzz? hahahaha. shuuudddduppp la aida. i bought alot of stuff. spend over 300 bucks. Which includes mum and sis. Heehee i want but alot of things more mummy. lets go shpping again!

Hehe well tadi ada madrasa exam. Eazy puzy. lol. Arab and Akhlak. so yeaaaah. sorry syakirah if i was fcking irritaitng. HEEHEE. maafkan aku ye? Faiz tajjudin hot la siul lolol. tak la aku syg satu je. iatuuuuuu, bbyku. hahah.

Btw kan, i get fucking irritaited if girls talk to my boyf i u. get a life kay. takde bende lain nak pakai ke selain i u. pepek laaaa. nonok bacen. k whtever. just piseedsds me off! eeee. geram. nak flirt , flirt nan jantan lain ah. jantan aku pun kau mau. puik ah! gi cari jantan lain. k da k la saya mau tito. tmr kua. kua. heheh k bye! assalamualaikum!

Nadia,Tyqa,Zara,Aida,Kaseh <3333333!

2009-11-14T14:40:00.000+08:00

Hello~ hehe sekarang tgh boreed mcm nak mampus. I dyed my hair alr. reddish brwon. sukanye akuuuu. hehee should i buy another colour? nak lagy obvious uh. *pouts.

Yesterdaisy WAS LAST DAY OF BRIDGING PROGRAMME! jump high high laaaaaa! hehehe. after schl mintak kunci dari kak yana andden went home to get ready. Left the house around 2. met sis dina downstairs while waiting for illa. Proceeded to woodlands lame to meet arep and aminn. Illa bought her jeans andden we went to macs to eat. heehee. btw! arep euueueueuueue:P NOT. hahah thanks for the lanyard k! oke then lepak lepak went to cwp jalan2. arep jahat suka tolak aku :( cb kau. benci. hahhaha. aminn sanggup naik bicycle siol gi cwp. tak ke gilaaaaa? oh well after tht went home and then dye my hair! yey. nanti2 tunjuk gamba kk :P hmmm current status. Bored to the maxxxxx. Kaliesa just gave me the link of biker jacket. I wanna alot of stuff please mummy! Hehe I need to put a list wish. EH -_- salah, wishlist. nyet otak serong la kan.

Now waiting for baby to call me! nyet nee too wink tooot. k bye! assalamualaikum.

2009-11-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

Today went to schl. blabla after schl went to kyla's to dye their hair. part rambot/makeup benda bnda gini sume tanya aku suruh tolong :P lolol but yeah had fucking fun there. but i wish zuriati was thr too! :( hmph haih. oke so yeah i dyed their hair (Y) hehe, best kn best kan . i knw. syg krg alot alot.

YES AHHHHHHHH! tmr last day of schl! finally bridigng prog finish! I is v happy woman! hehe. oke jap lagy ill be doing my maths andden my poa. buhh. buck up k aida. lalalala~ im gonna ask mummy to buy me more revlon makeup. and some from sasa! k k. hair treatment this dec, mummy promised too. then then tmr ill be getting green lenses i think. yey yey happy aku. this sun ill prolly be gg shpping with mummy and sis. haha happy yknw! hehee.

BTW KAN! baaaaaaaaaby nye ramboooooooot mcmmmmmmmmm MATREP. hehe handsome la wey. cair dok. huahua. takpe takpe. i nye natural ah b :P. gegek. oh ill be going dating with bby this sat. nyet nyet. i think heehe. oke la i wanted to say somthing.

i rly miss seeing this two tgthr :(

i miss their fshp.

i hope time will tell k sweeties. i love both of you so much <3. and others too. i love evrybody that loves me.

2009-11-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

How ironic sometimes things can be? Oh well. I have two more days leftttt of school and im freeeeeeeee from clutches of teachers. nyeh nyeh. Currently am talking to kakak.( baby's sis) She is my new best friend too! hehe. happy happy. oh well my eyes are fucking droopy. Just now something happened.. oke stop. nyet. ahahaha. K LA I CANT WAIT TILL SCHOOL FINALLY END. im sick of school. I need an outing with everybody ah. jom ah jom. pape text or call me or tag me or msn me or or or or find ways to contact me if you wanna meet me! *jumps up! kk. haha this saturday gg dating with baby! oke tak sabar dok. dok dok dok.

Btw i talked to sister Dina about our lives. and i love her very much evntho both of us nvr say it out loud. Haha. Dont be depressed because of stupid cunts making fun of you, have confidence in fighting back. I love you sis eventho we dont talk much and we always fight. <33

2009-11-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

Kylaaaa <3!

Azillaaa <3!

Dhea Atyqa! <3 (SBLS!)

Kaseh syg <3! (SBLS!)

Nalia ahlianzcxc. <3! (SBLS!)

Zawa ketoty :P <3!( SBLS!)

Syasya <3!

Nana Jeponkia <3!

Zuriatii <3!

Hello people of the earth. As i prmoised. Im gonna post about my girls. Oke, here you go! hahah had fun? yey yey oke shuddp. hehehe. this is part of ppl i loved so mcuh. i have tons to go oke? havent include my best boyf tau tau! kk bye~ assalamualaikum.

2009-11-10T19:04:00.000+08:00

this was me 2 years back. ^^

Hello peepos. O level was a cinch. heeheee. insyallah ill do well. amin (; oke oke after schl headed to cwp with baby. bought stuff andden went to lepak with budak kat pondok. blabla, spend time with baby. yknw iknw. ;p. tmr schl. :( i lazy go pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :( sadded pala tiang. oke nak mandi. btw ill post about ppl frm my class& their pics plus SBLS. be back later. Assalamualaikum~

2009-11-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hello, thanks syakirah for doing my bloggeh again. :D haha. CREDITS TO YOU! haha. oh well. k tmr is my O LEVEL malay. nget ngot aku blm prepare. tapi takpe. aku yakin aku ley dapat A1~ yey yey insyallah. oke la i just masak. sodap. hehe. k la malas eh nak post panjang2 today.

I love Daeng Gaddafi. (;

2009-11-07T22:33:00.001+08:00

Heyy homiesyzxc. todaaaaaaaaaaaaay v fun (Y) thumbs up! for kak shima for coreographing the dance steps. wooo i likey lovey dovey. sexaaye semacam. k no, the dance is not for me but is for my sis and her friends. Heh. But lemme elaborate todays day. (HAHA -_- ) starting from i woke up k .

Woke upppppp got ready to schl. got newspaper collection. i telpon areef 4 kali tatau angkat! hmph da janji sak tu pundek. majok ah areef :(. sooo no students to help so instead of us being facilitators we had to carry the newspapers. hehe. and since im the only malay among the 12 of us. because the others had the kaolak meeting at schl, so they had to proceed to schl at 9.40. THEN ME and others had to continue collecting newspaprs. heeeyaaaaaak. v tiring yknw. we had to cover 4 blocks. mak kau amek kau penawar hidup mati. nyet nyet. k as i was saying as i was the only MALAY. i had to speak malay to those malay residents. (haha like duh kan bodoh.) and i find them v frenly ehehe. kay whdever skip skip! serempak with mak nas batman. haha then whdever. blabla , released at 10.30.

Proceeded to cwp. bought stuff then went home. I was boreeeeeeed at home lalalaldeededududud. since baby was stil asleep. ahahaha. oke then at 1.30 got ready.2.15 went out of the house. met sisters frens at bns. Those that went , the RAIYANS ( LR and MR ), cedric diggory ( not. hahaha), Rachel, Danielle, Dina ( sissie), Mummyyy, Me! hehe k took bus 969 to tampines. reached and ate food. haha. and kak shima has always look gorgeous eventho in her masai look. haha.

Best dancers were; Lee Ryan and Dina. huaa bagus kan ni couple. mmg sajak pun. mudah mudahan krg kahwin. hahaha k bedek k adeqku yg tidak ku syg sngt. haha and honestly i like lee ryan cause he was outgoing! hehe and cedric broke his voice alr! wtf la kan. dia baru 12 yrs old. bagus la tu. hehe then mohd raiyan irritaitng shawt guy. hehehe tapi cute la. Rachel v comel! uhm then Danielle pretty and confident. not baaaaaaad. k k k .!

then we had the battle of the sexess. yesss ah! girls gave the attitude and i fucking love it. and LR, nvr fail to make me smile. damnnnnn hes good man. ahhah. bt overall it was a teams effort. thanks to wonderful cousin, kak shimaa! hehe then left the place around 6.10. took train cos LR had to alight at city hall. yey he salam me. hehehe no wonder my sissie used to like him. no wonder. really. hahaha.

went home and msg bby otw hme. hehe. i miss you baby! and now currently chatting with my babypantat. hehe. oke laaa i penat alr. see you next time. byeee eyu eyu eeeosgs :D k assalamualaikum

2009-11-05T19:31:00.001+08:00

Hello people of the earth of the moon. :D haha shuddup k. eh you nak tahu? nowdays my mood mcm sial ahhhhhhhh! like roller coaster siul -____-. skrg i tgh geram nan lagy satu org. hahahaha. k mcm sial kan. jap marah jap happy jap gile jap ketawa. apa niiii?sewelllllllllll! k k shuddup. hmm lets talkie talkie about yest.

phrase for the day : ' lovey dovey wht the fucky! '
heeheehuuhuu. ori eh ori eh tak curi curi. syahilah ketawwa mcm org gila kena rasuk sia bila aku ckp tu. biol kan tu pmpuan. hehe sorry b, i still owe u mameee for ur bertday. hahahah.

k as i was saying. went to sent-osa. yestieday. averaaaaaage cause i hated the last part. but whtever. hahaha. hmm lalala. k blabla. i lazy to say what i want to say alr. k bye!

kata aja nak blog. tapi tak jadi. pundek preslek podaaa thaaaaaaambi! k la i do not want to elaborate. my mood swings like kjvjbgmsvs. bye assalamualaikum! and im out

2009-11-01T21:24:00.001+08:00

Hello bloogggy. k niari nye post bukan best eh. aku nak maki2 (: Urgh aku tak suka, maksudnye aku tak suka laaaaa! buto buto. hmph. eeeeeeeeeeeeee geramnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kimak. cam nak jitak jitak muka kau! kimak soooot sia aku dgr, asal eh kau hidup? asaaaaal ehhhhhhhh?!!?da ah aku da tak pasaaaaaaaaaal. hidup aku, kau jgn intefere aku keh keh?

You nak tahu? theres a difference between dislike and hate. AND ONCE KAN I HATE KAN, i repeat ah, HATE KAN. I HATE FOREVER AH SIA. try me ah kalau ley berubah fikiran aku tok suke kau. kimak la siul asal eh asal eh aku benci kau. tnaya la diri kau sendiri. and i dont hate ppl without reasons. thank you. (: k la aku malas nak post pasal benda yang ley uat aku marah. -________-.

btw tadi madrasa oke la. faiz tajjudin ada datang ^^ happy kiaaaaaaaa. shhhhhhhhh. lOLOLOL. tak la b, i syg u aja hehe. uhm uhm boley la bbl nan syakirah kat belakang. dia irritaiting kau tau tak? buduh tul ;p haha. after madrasa bought stuff abey go hme. SYAKIRAH LEPAK NAN FAIZ TATAU AJAAAAAAAAAK! jahaat sia kimaaak. hahahaha member dok member! pukitiang kau tul. takpe lain kali ajak k? haha

skrg tgh blogging ajaaa. tadi chat chat nan baby, baaabyku sakit laaa ); kesiaan. tadi webcam nan elle petite jap. haha dia lawa sey :D haha kite planning dye sama colour kn b.? hyuk yuk. haha haih haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiih! ESOK SKOLA SIA! ahhhhhh buck up la aida. haih k la i want to do my stuffy stuffy. bye bye. aku masey merajuk nan si syakirah! hmph ):

2009-10-31T22:14:00.005+08:00

Assalamuaaaaaaalaikum!
hehe. I am freaking bored. Am waiting for baby♥ to come home and online quickly. Yesterday he went to chalet with the 851's. He overnight there so yeaah. hiaaa. I am bored bored bored. this post will be full of bored or unappropriate words, mind you. -_____-. Supposedly for us secondary schl da tutup. BUT, i emphasize but eh, we have bridging programme( DAMN LA EH -_________-) which is aka as extra remedials on 2nd-13th nov. that is SAAAAAAAAAAAAD. but nvm, i want to buck up. furthrmore my Malay 'o' level is this comeing 10th. I am vry nervous. shiaaate. i hope i do well. I will do well. im strting to study now. Reaaaallly, aint lying.

So yeah. SHOULD I DYE MY HAIR? haha. I wish pleaaaase. but dunu ah, see first. maybe after o's or befre. see laaaaa k?

hmmm soooooo yeah ive been offline and online. youtube-ing and i need makeup! hahaha. speaking of which, yest i chatted with ELLE petite<33. had fun gossip gossip with her while our boyfs out at chalet. hehe. then we plan to go double date! YEY! :D tapi tatau why she bvr online today. rindu rindu uh ): heheehee. and i tell you this world is fucking small. haha.

ahhhh mana ni baby. da kul 10 ni. sheesh. u tak nak balek eh eh eh baaaby. hmph. majok majok ah papasita tak ada. ):

oke today what i do? Went to tuition at around 1 plus but bfre that passed nana kamus and my spare hp. her hp spoil. tak gune sey samsung nye phne. HAHA :P takmu marah eh amal. saayaaang kau huahua. then after that proceeded to civics. today no lesson, obviously cause dahbes exam. and lgypun ni last lesson. sodeh or what. ); ms ruthra aint teaching no more next yr. Buhhhhhhhh. why why?! instead of her mr viki. but oh well ppl say hes fun sooo lantak ah. Ms ruthra treat us. hehe (Y) sedap oi canadian pizza. we had to large pizza and 5 piece chicken to finish up by 5 ppl. is that possible? yeah lol. cause we ate everything. :D heehee. we talked about alota stuff and abt rltionshps and polys and studies and blablabla. OH! i took a video of zaini while he was playin guitar. heehee. he is talented maaaaan. haha and you knw is fucking irrtiating those kpo kpo kiaks frm outside the adminastrators of my tuition or whdever u call them keep gg into the room. sebok sia. myob la siul. hmph. k im going to add ms ruthra in msn later! YEY! :D

oke after tuition went to john little. I bought loose powder. andden went to pasar malam to buy a pink dress, hehee pathetic kan. whdever huak. i need alot of stuff seh, bronzing powder,concealer,primer,and matte lipstick. and also afew clothes ive been dying to get from topshop. hmph. oke after that i went home andden text bby andden otp with him. did cha have fun baaaaaaaaby? haha. i want an outing wiht ppl but i have to see my schedule. buhhh. oh well oke la bye. mucek~ :P ill pose when i want to. :D hee byeeeeeeeee! assalamualaikum and im out.

2009-10-28T22:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 5th MONTHSARY DAFI BABY!.

may we last longggggggggggggg. amin ! :)

2009-10-27T22:47:00.004+08:00

heyyyyyyyyyyo. Im back. and im mucccchhh better. thanks to all my loveones. You know who you are. all of you. (; Today tues. school started at 9. But since had the interact thingy, wasnt compulsory to attend lesson. School ended at 1. Waited baby at street soccer. fight occur -___-. Nuiscance such. Kat skola pun mauu gaduh. -______________-. Oke then talked with baby. We fought quite alot today. as usual. At one point of time. i just look into his eyes, told him i loved him and it FUCKING kills me to fight over petty matters. but no la, i didnt say fucking cause it unappropriate right. Not that i never shower him with vulgar but at that time it wasnt appropriate. Lol. but yeah. I told him and show him my pain. I tugged my hair with both hands and i started wailing. God knows how i felt relived at that time. And baby was sooo being my man again. He hugged me, cooed me. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH LA KAN. He went all. " B let it out b let it out b" See how much he loves me? Eventhough at that point he HATES to see me cry and would go fucking mad.(ppl who knw him well wld knw what i mean by when he's rlly angry. woooo~ scry -___-) So yeah. he held me tight. and whispered i love you. good i love you so much baaaaaby. Then when finished crying sume, baaaby jahat. haha. he say 'EEEEEEEE b, naga you kua meleleh sia. tak snowsnow sia u biyyyyy." hahahahah. idiot ah u b :P. but no matter what i love you aaron aziz look alike. Lol. so much (; thanks for being my man. And to my girls;nana,zu,illa,sya,kyla,enqi,amall,tasha,kaseh and allllllll if i dont rite ur name dont get dishearterned, cause you're also part of being thr for me. and to jessicalouise. thnk you new mate! heeehee. stay gawwwgus. :D oke la i would like to end my post di sini sahaja. may i write soon. :D

2009-10-24T22:56:00.003+08:00

All I want is to cry my hearrt out. I cant take it anymore. Problems after problems. Its killing me. I want to cry out loud. I fucking am depressed. I just wan someone to say everything's gonna b okay. But nobody understands me. Because i dont know who to tell. I dont know what to tell. I want to smile i want to laugh but i cant. I dont know whats wrong with me. I am fucking depressed. I dont fucking care if im going to wail like a baby as long as theres someone to cry and feel my pain. I need baby. Baby you understand me? I need you. I need my girls. I need people to hold me together. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FUCK. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I CANT TAKE IT I CANT TAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-24T17:27:00.001+08:00

puki geram sia aku, siaaala. aku pey moodswing cam ccb. sial ah kau bulanan. ah benci laaaaaaaaaaa! da sakit hati. geram binget sume ah! fuck. gi mati la sume. BYE

2009-10-22T22:28:00.003+08:00

I am going insanely crazyyyyyyyy! I DO NOT WANT TO GET RETAINED. Goddd, pleaseeee help me. Uneven heartbeats beating since just now. 5 from my class will be retained. F, WHY FIIIIIVE?! I really hope to pass. all that i can ask for now. For now. ): It is sooooooooo hard you know. I do not want to be retained pleassse ): I EMPHASIZE IT AGAIN, i am going bonkers yada crap, whatever it is. please please i want to get to prmoted. ): Da la kay bye. Interclass kinda suck for me but i had fun. whatever. and girls, i miss you much ):

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya ku berdoa ku ingin promoted to sec 4E5! ): Hanya ENGKAU dapat menentukan semuanya. Amin.

2009-10-20T23:24:00.005+08:00

kak aleen,kak shima,kak tasha
ABANG YUL! XD

Hairul Nisa <33

frm left, Hairul Nisa, Insyirah bbys <33

Sup, ni la cousins ku tersayang dari mummy side. Ade lagi sape eh? hmm uhm kak huda, kak fidah nak kene carik gamba eh? lol. uhhh! ilhan,narissa nan aliah next time k? :D